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long time nvr blog meh? dead meh... 3 days onli mahz.... XD

anyway, this wk has been a mixture of ups and downs la... yet another incident that has been left trailing in my heart...

back to friday la. bagpipes. and BQ. lauz. so much to mug for!!! and practice for! quite sian, frankly. not enjoyable at all. its becoming a burden, somehow. BUT, push on! i think there's joy in it. last yr it was liddat! this yr shd be la.

here's my take on Singaporeans:

Many Singaporeans also don’t realize that the parents are indulging the kids in material needs, but the kids are lacking in psychological support. The love, the companionship, the closeness to the parents is not as strong. That’s where the system is going wrong. Coupled with the extreme work-load that students are facing, its easy for them to want to rebel away, to break away, to find some sort of comfort and relaxation. The demands of the country are perhaps, too demanding for the young generation. Many adults deny, but... LISTEN TO THE KIDS DAMMIT.

DAMMIT...

btw, friday's thing rox. damn farnie being the "strangers", seeing them, giving obvious clues, etc etc. lauz! damn farnie! thnx for the cookies! =p

this yr has been a year of widening my social circle. 45th, ywavers. YAY! so rox can! meet more ppl, socialize more. finally stg outta hw and politics... WAHAHA!

don't break away... stay...
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hana! hil, i blog now, kay? XD

these few days veh busy! sleep at 2am to mug! den go fireman's course on tues. alex wong saw me. he squinted at me, den gave me a wink! den he got serious and said "i wun inspect you today". LOL! btw, i was late coz i went to fetch mum to airport. but mrt surprisingly fast. =p den we had squad outing. stupid lan shop, use the same game CD twice, den same cd key cant join game. den in the end we split up to play CS, den we join together to play battlefield vietnam. DAMN FARNIE! we got owned at first, den PWNZ! XD

den at nite went to kiat wee's church. they were jamming songs. den this pastor fr, if i nt wrong, the Phillipines, came to tok about saving our generation, from the evils, from the animosity. it was very emotional... very inspirational... dunno how to explain, but it was almost like march camp again, where i started tearing while listening to it... their theme song chorus came stg like this:

send ur spirit O Lord
send ur power O Lord
this is our cry to You
For our generation
please reach out Lord
To the ends of the Earth!

sheesh...

today, BQ. again, so few ppl come. dunno wat to say leh... Mr. Gan din look too pleased... covered Esther.

den went to lan with ben khoo, lamzy, kean yung, calvin tan and patrick (his fren?) wah seh. his peugeot, altho coupe, is spacious! and its veh comfortable! peugeot rox manz...

the lan at parklane rox! damn fast and good comps! i played like shyt for the 1st 2 games! they think i noob liao lor. tamade. coz i trying out heroes... sian la! den 3rd game, i used back my scrouge horse guy. WAH SEH. easy win seh! den ben khoo's card got lost. the auntie at lan shop lost it. eeks! damn bad seh!

received an sms fr hil dat they bz and a she a lil sick. tml cant play bball. haiz! but her health more impt! get well soon kay? =p den we go bball another day lorz. still muz come! XD

now gotta mug AGAIN! sianzzzzz!
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this US GP is seriously a JOKE. 6 cars running onli. minardi running coz jordan wants to run. Ferrari damn jian la. puporsely dun sign agreement coz they want the points. like bernie liddat, think F1 is Ferrari 1 ah? tamade. i hope the crowd's debris throwing does some damage for the GP! this GP realli SUX! and if they count the pts, u're gonna get Bernie having a lot to answer for, esp to Toyota and McLaren fans. (ME LA!) mother fongz! gonna be headline news manz. How many times has F1 been screwed by management liao? always liddat. basket! McLaren could hv been set for another major point hauling GP! stupid manz. GD JOB MICHELIN TEAMS! BOYCOTT US GP! $*(#($#*&$*)#$%()%)@%
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wah. today went for zach's cell. damn farnie! on homosexuality. hmm... learnt a lot on y its wrong, its roots, and about it. i shall not elaborate. XD

den my dad bought a 26inch lcd tv for our living rm! rox seh! and... i got a ZEN NEEON!!! XDXDXD YEAH! no more sucky fone mp3s! and helllo to 5gb of music! WAHAHA! listening to it now. it rox seh! now i think i wanna trade in my N6260 for SE K700i, since its free, i want a good camera and i want nice games! haha! yeah!

miss ya! <3
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wah... damn lazy to blog leh... dunno y. LDC rocked!

1st day:

fall in was kinda crap. got shouted at like crazy. den inspection, calvin tan (my officer in charge ), asked lamzy, our first CSM, to "continue inspection". guess wat. lamzy, a corporal, marched to the first guy at flank, a sergeant, and inspected him!!! OMG!!! everyone was laughing like siao! lolness! dat was pure jackness. den, went to white room for tok by Alex Yeo and Alex Wong. both were joking in the room, making it quite farnie! wonder y my snrs said alex yeo sucked... den had to do planning for our camp activities. I was in Alpha company, and everyone quite shou2. so yah, my squad was co-operative too. so came up with quite a good plan. den supper! tau suan. YES! den presentation. we got chosen to be the expedition clean up project squad. OMG!!! XD slept at 3am. gosh.... we had bunks and pillows etc! shuang! junda, lamzy and i crapped away b4 being told sternly abt lights out...

2nd day:
woke up groggily. i was CSM. so rushed everyone down to parade square (carpark) and accounted strength. juz b4 7am. HENG AH. Bravo company came in a few seconds late. we had 1hr extra sleep. they had TAKAN session. OMG. den wat fire drill. we failed the first one. den we had one during breakfast! chui kuay in my mouth and running like some mad ass getting ppl to fall in! thanx to kean yung and justin! ran to get fire extinguishers. we did it in 40sec. ROX SIA! 3rd one we did it in 30 sec. are we pro or are we pro... XD den we mess up the canteen. so calvin tan came and told us a life story. "wah! ur CSM ah, went on lifelong journey u noe! he saw tables growing cai po, and benches spurting milo! so tsunami disaster ppl, this milo will juz evaporate and float there and rain milo on them la! so first aid wat first aid?" XD we had to clean all benches in the bball court lorz. den we went to recce. wah lau, waited for bravo till 11am! wth! waited and waited and stoned. den finally set off. damn siao. reached the place and looking for islands to camp. came to paradise island first, onli to find monitor lizard trails and "no trespassing" sign by army. den went mainland island, so much gravel. den on the way to 3rd choice, saw jellyfish!! eeks! den it looked dam good, only o find marshes. WTH. so we decided to leave kiat wee and lamzy tere first. den we go back and get the others. calvin found this horseshoe crab and put it in my front passenger seat.

den on the way back, was singing "i'm sailing". i suddenly missed her. yeah. her. not saying who it is, but i missed her. wanted her to be the front passenger instead of the crab, and we juz slowly paddling, enjoying the breeze... wah seh... realli missed u, gal! <3

den reached back, stoned at the beach for damn long. after alex yeo's xiong moment la. den tanning, lazing aroud oso. until lunch came. was so hungry i chionged to it, and scraped my knee against the bench, stone one. OUCH! started bleeding oso. damn. den they asked for one kayaker who can kayak well to deliver food. they chose me. LOL! i got a single seater kayak. budden got miscommunication between the instructors. some ask me go, some ask me stop, some dunno wat la. den in the end i passed the food to officer othneil, who ended up having me and colin sim, alex wong in a double kayak as escorts. toked a lot along the way. den finally reach. lamzy and kiat wee happy like dunno wat! den gobble down teh food. den i was on kayak. alex wong decided to come and play around with me. will capsize me if i dunno the answers to his questions. den i was like "oh no!" all BB qtns. i sweated like siao. alamakz. lamzy and kiat wee laughing. i was like "WTH!!!" they all found out who was the last one laughing later. HAHA! den we performed emergency rescue on our RSM back to sembawang. wahlau, we faster den dem like dunno how much lorz! 4 kayaks in a row towing the raft. juz chiong. we gave them 5min break, changed all our kayakers at sea, still win them! haha! den suddenly calvin told me my project is scheduled. HUH?! oh no! den in the end, we impromptu. we juz allocate, then action. it went damn smoothly! thnx guys!

dinner. VS cooks damn well! we needa learn! arghz! except for rice, which was like OBS... eekz. but the food rocked! woots! den after dat we were allowed to bathe! wah seh! SHIOK! den coz bravo lost the raft race to us, they did night drill... we went for a confidence trail at sembawang park. wah lauz. that underground tunnel looked damn scary! like a grave. den me and darryl stood up to volunteer to be the first. he went first. den i went. it was totally pitch black! and a scary! i whistled barney the dinosaur all the way. haha! not so bad after all. then not scary liao. haha! slept at 4am. siao seh!

final day:
damn lathargic today. clean up oso forcing myself. sianz! den like wah seh. written test. all the stuff was wat alex wong tested me! XDXDXD. only lord's prayer i din noe. so 1 mark onli. so slept lor. 5min test, 25min sleep. after the test, i felt refreshed and ppl cursing me abt the capsize drill. XD who ask u?! XD den interview. wah seh. got Colin Sim. he was like, giving me 2s. i was like "sheesh!!!!" den he said "u are very good, juz be a less kan cheong kay? i like ur attitude" dunno wat to think. until ldc finished. parade. i kena best trainee! colin sim and calvin tan suddenly walked to me and colin pointed me out to calvin. he said "anything". i was like HUH? so it was for this! haha! yay! LDC ROCKED! so did ALPHA! whee!!!! =p love it!
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i'm AWAY to LDC fr wed-fri! sheesh. LDC. haha! keep those tags coming! =p will reply on fri nite. if i'm not tired... XD
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There's a calm surrender to the rush of day
When the heat of the rolling world can be turned away
An enchanted moment, and it sees me through
It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you

And can you feel the love tonight
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

There's a time for everyone if they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn
There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours

And can you feel the love tonight
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best -ELTON JOHN
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10.45. LAN. omg. couldnt help it. it was TOO DAMN FUN. at first i was losing la. still gripping with the basics. then, wahaha! although i din kill the others much, i was their friendly assistant, wiping out mobs and towers, leaving them to destroy heroes and my mob to finish up the game. WHEE! FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN! XD. so fun we nearly din wanna leave our seats to go for the dry run... OOPZ! :X but we did. :p and we were earli! ok, early relative to the gals. XD then it started. i think i betta not say anything abt it coz the other batches of 45th may read this. XD but it was not bad. there were times we got stupidly stunned, and other checkpoints that were a breeze thanks to our quick pace and knowledge of the place. =p albeit the extra 4km walk, thanks. XD lol! it was a... tiring? walk. considering i juz cramped up my left calf while sleeping. =s the hike not bad. but we drank so many cups of drinks we got bloated by it... final checkpoint. supposed to solve a maths question. DUH LAMZY rite? ritE? very easy rite? he took 15min to do the qtn set up by val. he den said "i cant solve!' jack! den in the end, we found out, he din read this line "HENCE SOLVE THE EQUATION" XD lam, not ur maths la. ur english!!! alamak!XD

hey, u gals betta come for our dry run ah. XD or bball first... haha! den the gals refused to lan with us... ayah. nvm. we went back to lan. and got so addicted we played 2hrs of it. and did i mention kean yung and i PWNZ? wahaha! i take the Gandolf like character, he take his dunn wat dog/wolf character. i swipe the mobs clean, he swipe the heroes, our mobs take care of the towers. or he takes care of towers. 5 sec 1 tower down. XD + ancient relic. =p unbeatable. ok, i admit the starting we were the ones worrying, coz we started off slow. but we fended off attack, and i went to train at the south path, pwnz lamzy once, level up 5 times in a few minutes. den muahaha! it was veh fun! sheesh. cant stop thinking of it...

den todae. wah lauz. Shhh! sianz. bored and a lil painful (i kena drilled hole in my tooth. filling... wah lau! eeekz) and den piano lesson. kena stage fright. wth. GRR
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wed's outing was... stone? farnie? ok. it was a lil awkward. budden its ok la. den watched monster in law. i tell u, its like TAXI. ab cramp!!! XD so farnie! go watch. i sall not elaborate further, but at times, i was doubting its rating as PG, but more of NC16. =p FARNIE tho! den after dat BK, den go lan. gals couldnt, didnt wanna go. so we went to meridian. played CS. den, zach told us to DOTA. i was like "shyt". by the end of the session, i was a DOTA addict! omg. wat has this world come to? i always say dun wanna blog, den after BQ, started a blog. dun like DOTA, think friendster is crap, yesterday loved DOTA and signed on to frenster. OMG. XD and not forgetting my beloved NFSU 2. wah seh. i love the career thingy manz. i PWNZ.
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DELF's over! not tat it realli matters tho. i din even study for DELF at all. nothing to study. juz brush up on vocab and grammar. yeah...well... hw? hw? hw? wat can i say? is it realli homework bothering me? is it? or is it stg else? maybe not. but i dunno. this... weird feeling inside. it aint stress. wat is it? troubles? is it? or is it the feeling of being lost? lost for words? lost for thoughts? lost for love? lost for??? or is it something is missing? fun? innocence? being carefree? warmth? gee... i dunno... its real... dark...
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wah. had a damn lot of clams juz now. peel open, remove dirt, eat. i tell u, NEVER look at ppl eat clams. its bloody. i looked like i juz murdered someone after eating. and once, had this dirt in my mouth, spit it out. looked like i juz vomitted blood. OMG... XD

playing with my 2 uber chio bus! seriously damn chio! omg. those curvacious bodies and sexy shape.... WOW. nice beautiful eyes, seductive sound... OMG... cant believe it...

btw, i'm toking abt my modified mitsubishi lancer evo 8 and nissan 350Z here. XD
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wah. yesterday fun parade. 11/12 for attendance. OWNZ!!! WAHAHA! GD JOB MANZ! anywa. first game. captain's ball. we had to play FOUR consecutive matches. let me draw ur attention to the word: FOUR. SIAO SEH! we lost our first 2 matches by 1 point each... both nearly won la! DAMN. den our 3rd and 4th matches were the most KI SIAO... well... by that time we were quite tired... and my voice was quite gone fr all the shouting... was playing squad 3. den 2nd half of match, geoff used his siao rough tactics against my squad. stupid shawn... nvr tell us the time left for game! den i was like... let's see if it continues... FINALLY. couldnt take it any longer. I was captain, so i asked for someone to take over, and i went on and POUNCED. realli POUNCED on any squad 3 member i saw on the field with the ball. the worst was on jared. he had the ball, but i realli knocked him down like siao just as he passed the ball, den i juz stood up and ran again for the ball. that WAS gorilla mode manz! well... we lost the match still tho... feeling depressed, we went into our 5th 6th placing match against squad 2. b4 the match, i went to tell junda "u noe how i'm gonna play and try to win? i'm gonna picture lamzy ________ (shall not say. Shh!)" well. dunno wat happened to our squad defender. gone all the time. let squad 2 score like crazy in the first 3min. ARGH!!! den again, i went ki siao. aggresive like siao! in my mind, was thinking: WTH! my squad. play so hard today! show so much squad spirit, trying their best for the squad! can see them like doing their very best. playing their very hardest. so much spirit. cant we win for once? win as a... commendation, for their great efforts? dammit. DAMMIT!!! so yeah. that minute. i went into hallucination. went into siaoness. SIAONESS REDEFINED. so much so that when i saw squad 2 score again, and weeps call "final minute", i juz collapsed... vomitted. den collapsed. and yeah, i teared. my squad. WHY? WHY? they're playing like never b4, with so much bonds, so WHY? den jumped back up, unsteadily, seeing red in my eyes. but everyone told me to sit out. so yea, had to. went to get a can of h20. on the way back, heard we lost 10-4. HAIZ... longkuan called for a squad meeting. and he told us "we may not have the strength, the skill, the speed, the stamina. BUT WHAT WE HAVE IS SPIRIT..." then, he held up the h20 can and crushed it. YEAH MAN!

but by the time we went to captain's ball, i juz couldnt take it liao... too tired. went to play squad 4 for a while, onli to get my hand injured by deshawn! GRRR... so i had to sit out. pain like crazy! hmm... i think i had some bad influence on the squad or stg... yuneng started playing like me... even madder. he literally pounced onto chris when he had the ball! and he was damn rough! omg... mauji told me "i never tot i'd see someone as crazy as u..." LOL! and i din noe how good our sec 2s were at goalkeeping! vincent and marvin. wah lau. squad 4 and 5 shoot until die liao onli got a few in at the end! PRO. tho we lost yet again...

den squad lunch. damn hungry. but the pizza man came damn late. wah lau. when he finally came, the pizza was all gone in 10min. PHEW! den UNO. it went smoothly. YEAH! ppl had lotsa fun too. judging from wat i saw. i played some matches. darn farnie! this match with binglong, ken kong, chris, nat. wah lau! binglong and i team. den we help each other. i managed to finish first, so i helped binglong. wah lau! ken kong game first. den he nvr say "uno game". den we caught him. XD he damn "pissed" with binglong. den at the final 15sec of the game, he BOMBED 6 draw 2s to binglong. den everyone, except binglong and i laughed. both of us gave the sinister smile, den he said "u think i dun hv?", den put 1 draw 2. u should hv seen the look on chris' face! "3,2,1" stop. he gained 14 more cards at the final moment. LOLOLOL!!! binglong and i laugh till ab cramp! haha! den finale. waterbomb. squad 1 vs squad 6. DID I HEAR WATERBOMB? well, waterbomb it is. zach and i bombed yizhang, longkuan, weepin! and den yiquan we nearly bombed. yiquan say no pants, so ok lor. dun bomb. den suddenly shawn appeared outta nowhere and KABOOM. yiquan's wet oso. den zach went to bomb shawn. WAR!!! XD XD XD! we won overall 3rd in the end. tied 3rd. meaning LAST. DOTZ.

den went to woodlands library with zach. damn big library! but my books in the REFERENCE section! Grrr... so went to young adult section to get my books. ok la. not bad. did i mention, there was this couple at a secluded corner of the library which i happened to be at to get my books, smooching away? omg...

today: went to upper aljunied. get my hand done. wah. DAMN PAIN AH! nerve dislodge and muscle tear. WAH LAU! den now i hv this bandage on my upper arm where the doc put some herbal stuff. wah seh. betta rest my arm WELL manz. so piano group lesson i couldnt play la. juz sat there and listened. gosh. BUCK UP!!! X( den went with my dad to fetch my mum and sis at SCGS, where she had some ballet lesson. then we went to newton hawker centre to eat. wah. the rojak, the bbq wings, the bbq stingray everything. YUM!!! =p now i'm damn bloated...

hil smsed me dat she was going bbq. i was like "wah lau. damn lucky!" den she smsed "u oso wat! 2 bbqs this wk. SO GOOD!" i was like.. huh???? 2? she said i wrote on my blog. i tot and tot... ORH! BQ! bible quiz!!! -_-" wah lauz! damn farnie! BQ and BBQ... maybe i should hv written wat we did at BQ to avoid misunderstanding. XDXDXD monday got DELF... shyt!!!
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wah seh. these 2 days quite shiok sia. yesterday went BQ. den after dat go lunch. lunch liao go GYM. WOOT. there stg great happened. i trained... even my abs tho there was no ab machine... XD. and. for goodness sakes. NEVER SING CELINE DION SONGS IN PUBLIC. OMG... that sound... (mind u i said sound, not singing) anyway, train train train, my thigh oso damn pain liao. use the cycling machine. den walk (jay style) back to RI. there had to try out handball and bball. in the end became intensive training. handball and bball. play like siao. with kean yung somehow i couldnt shoot properly, den with ben khoo suddenly i got magic. realli magic. anyhow throw oso in basket. =p play until damn tired den go back bb rm. den cheeks came. lk too. den went to play handball with some siao ppl. damn crazy! play until so intense dat i accidentally injured my hand... AGAIN. sheesh... den went to drink bubble tea. in the end, junda, keanyung, cheeks and i (longkuan for quite a while), talked about AQ, 60th etc etc. nice tok. was kinda like a reflection kinda thing. =p sheesh. makes me think again wat i've done so far for the coy...

todae BQ again. finished everything! den went with zach to settle our UNO stuff. 1 marker for writing on ceramic cup: $8. MOTHERZ! coy funds... and UNO oso. 1 pack $10.90. siao bo? den went far east to get a shirt for a fren. shirt. $34. printing $15. wah lauz! den dis far east like... wat to do there? all mini skirts, bikinis and 77th street stuff. ayohz. den we went searching for the 3rd lvl shop on the 4th storey... DIAOZ. den we went to borders. on the way, saw merc S class with a no plate "S1". President's car la. Zach was like "WAH. OMG. WAH!!!" at borders, we were at this young adult area, near the children's side. zach suddenly stopped me. he pointed out to this book "love and sex. all explained" in this comic form. flipped thru it. couldn't stop laffing! like yesterday's workout din train me enuff... tml gotta go Woodlands library. there got all the Amundsen books i need. DIAOZ lorz. orchard library NOTHING one... and fun parade. WOOTS. cant play much. coz of my arm. DAMN...
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