Thursday, June 29, 2006
@ 9:56 PM
i was playing F1. den i was at this "options" and put "invulnerability" as "on". i felt more powerful. but in this real world, can i do this? can i put "invulnerability" as "on" for myself so i can get things done my way?
i deleted a whole chunk of posts =S
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Monday, June 26, 2006
@ 10:19 PM
i'm starting to feel it. already hv. the sinking feeling of thinking of all the tests, projects, stress, pressure, rushing for dead/datelines for all the big big projects that're gonna cost you ur life. (gpa = life in our sch doesnt it?) i keep thinking of mrs khoo's words "dun worri, everything will fall in its place" hope its true. its nerve wrecking to think tt e biography isnt done, e SS not even started, and all the various shit that's gonna come my way. u know, i realise i've barely touched my chinese. i feel that i've spent my june hols meaningfully, yet there seems to be SO MUCH to do that no hols seems to be enuff to finish up clearing ur shit after u. CHINESE!!!! oh hell its gonna suck. seriously. i guess i can realli feel how some of my frens are feeling now, those with Os to clear esp...
speaking of mrs khoo... i still remember her nice smile and her "dun worri be happy" attitude toward band. she's wat made band happen man. still miss her after so long... sigh... why did she quit so fast...
tml gotta do parade commanding. shucks. i still remember 1 yr ago, i was RARING to do commanding, like OH HELL YEA i'm gonna command e sch. but to tell e truth i find it sucks shit. all the trembling, the pressure. yea i'm succumbing to it. TAMADE!!!!
sigh its the semesterly "back to school" feeling for me i guess. its the final half year and hope it gets done and over with fast. i like e teachers, but i hate the work. 1mth's not enuff, heard tt MOE? grrrrrrrr
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v8doiVaFViU&search=heviabusindre reel. hevia uses goosebag larh wtf i use bagpipe. cheat! xD budden the way he grooves and enjoys e music, tt's how i'd like to play e bagpipe lorh, not stand there sedia everything oso straight straight, even... ok nvm =D GROOVE TO THE MUSIC BABY!
sai. sai. sai.
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@ 2:53 PM
tml sch starts. i know it has started for everyone else. sorry but i'm spending this day mugging and slugging away anyway so it doesnt make much of a diff does it? some sort of bad feeling as tho sth is stuck in my gullet, dunno wat i ate or wat...
spent e nite overnite at ben khoo's hse to watch another stupid 3am match. i'm nvr gonna watch 3am matches again. *$(#*( ohwell, malaysian bagpipe bands own us... ><
zhao le. work work work. i juz realised how crazy term 3's gonna be. shat.
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
@ 3:01 AM
hehe anotehr stayover. at ben khoo's hse. =D wah i need to improve on my chinese man, i realli cant express myself. do i need tuition? hmmm... ohwell its 3am and we're watching swiss korean match. tml another long day. wah lau sure die one bt ohwell... i did ONE qtn on differentiation.... cool rite? haha! back to e game. buaiz!
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
@ 9:48 PM
not a good start to the day. damn tire.d stupid goalless amtch. went to buy instant noodles ice cream to makan and enjoy, then stupid waste time GRRR
den piped. without energy. 4hrs sleep nia. den talked to mr gan. den photoshoot. wah srsly tired.
oh btw, thanks sheila! jean yip's haircutting rox! hehe thnx!
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@ 12:25 AM
went for this aerophysics or isit aerodynamics or is it aero... aero... actualli i dunno wat course i went for (amandus is laughin is ass out) but yea i learnt to fly a plane. and destory my own airport. and kill my team mates. on an F 16. COOL MAN!!! i first multi bombed my own runway, den proceeded to shoot a missile at the first guy who was like "ARE YOU CRAZY?" den e 2nd one with 2 missiles, den e 3rd with machine gun, whom i ikilled when he ejected from his plane. =D den i crash landed on hong kong airport. on a BOEING 747. woot! to hell with e physics, i wanna fly!!!!! i believe i can fly, i believe i can touch the sky, spread my wings and fly away, yada yada yada yada.
cars rocked! the message, the cars, the graphics, plot, content, animation EVERYTHING. WOOT!!! i was kinda thinkin of longkuan when watching e show. the way he does so much for others... i watched at 8.55, came out of e cinema at 11pm. lovely. absolutely lovely. and there were 2previews for 2 other nice looking cartoons! omg why suddenly cartoon standard so good again? yay! =D
tml going jamming with lk, with guitar and amp and bagpipe! and den cut my hair at jean yip, hopefully my hair'll turn out well. i tried wax and its kinda cool, juz tt my hair cant stand as much, den i go for fotoshoot. or wtv it is. and fri band bbq. sat bagpipe competition and ywav dinner. CRAZY MAN. got time to revise anot i dunno leh, sianzzz HMT o levels coming lorh...
nowsadays, johnny sees alots of chiobussss with srsly fugly guys. (amandus nods his head) sigh... sad case...
i wanted to say sth. i cant remember wat. so nvm. yea
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Monday, June 19, 2006
@ 10:07 PM
saw this thingy on quite a few blogs. i think quite fun. lemme do it, as a breather fr differentiation =D
my ex is someone neither God nor I know, do you?
Maybe I should try ribeye steak. nvr tried it b4, onli sirloin and tenderloin. =D
I don't understand jus why God still says no till now and why i'm so freaking "unlucky"
I lose my head whenever i think abt you
People say I'm mugger, poser, guai gia, lame, horny yada yada. serious anot?
Love is oh so perfect, if she's right for me and i'm right for her. its damn beautiful too... but its damn pain if u like a person who likes someone else. pain ah pain!
Somewhere, someone will be my wife someday. xD
I will always remember all the things my BB close frens have given me. u guys rock!
Forever exists. onli in Heaven
I never want to lose it all.
I think the current US president is totally irrelevant to me directly
When i wake up in the morning i immediately think of you. nothing else.
My past is so spectacular it can put the whole world in hypnosis if aired. not bad, i'll be doig the world good by giving ppl ample rest!
I get annoyed anytime, anywhere
Parties shd be poolside and wild! my style. woot!
Kisses are the best when you know she's meant for you. beside a beach, after a good dinner would be good. crap i'm thinking again...
Tomorrow never ends. my foot.
I really want you larh duh!
I have low tolerance for temptations. and emotions.
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@ 12:09 AM
today woke up at 12nn. still feeling srsly groggy. anyway amandus and i went to e pool to swim. and there was a GAY there! wah lau we were peeing he went to pee beside us and looked at our manhoods explicitly! den we went to e pool to swim he followed us and smiled and loooked underwater while we swimmed. YUX. and then there came these 2 chio bus. wahhh they chio. and the pwnz us. 2laps butterfly and backstroke respectively 1min30sec. wah lau. furthermore no sun. damn sai ... ><
den came back do sets. and fall asleep halfway. haish. i cant do exercises when i'm nearly falling asleep. got tt tired and headache feeling damn uncomfortable. and tml got some freaking course 9hrs a day. WHY I GO SIGN UP. PAY $100 SOME MORE. nabei...
sigh and i havent done math revision. I DUN FEEL LIKE DOING!!!!
sian larh seriously. why am i feelin so down.... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
actl i know why.
bye.
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
@ 1:27 PM
forgot to say. yesterday lots of chio bus. yea. there was this girl playing tennis at amandus' hse very very chio! den this catholic high guy was leaning on the fence with both hands sprawled out looking at her, drooling. DAMN CHEEKO. xD chio is chio, but contain hormones can? HAHA
handover dio prolong. sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I WANT HANDOVER!!! so can hand over.
wah seh u know, the band tshirt i juz realised, din get approved by e sch. HAHA but nvm. ms tang approve can liao. cos no sch crest no bb crest. =D
i wanna play. yes play.
so i going to play. and talk. my comp rox. love it. HEH
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_fI0nTlexk&search=funnyCUTE!
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Friday, June 16, 2006
@ 10:07 PM
sorry. its not the bose. its the ipod. but its the bose's sound quality that makes the shuffling damn funny. =D (amandus reminded me)
this morning sian larh. every nite cannot sleep, toss and turn, then this morning splitting headache, couldn't get up at all... managed to type a few smses to inform the band b4 i had to lie back down and close my eyes again... damn sian... >< woke up at 12nn again. felt much better. wtf. but anyway, stayed at home whole day feeling groggy and barely getting out of amandus' room. bo bian. listen bose. hear zhng my car over and over again. not funny liao. xD
at nite, much much better. go bbq. amadeus' frens. they dun seem to know the meaning of bbq. if we gave them McNuggets there'd be no difference. seriously. it was my uncle, amandus and i doing all the frigging cooking. then they sit there talk talk talk talk. they think this is marketplace. and it reall IS NOT marketplace. TSKTSK. and this gurl his frens brought along damn poor thing. they talk talk talk talk talk and leave her alone for 2hrs. i'd hv gone home or sth lar it'll seriously bore the crap outta me. well, today's bbq onli got chicken wings and hotdogs and pork. budget bbq. but nvm still had fun. as all bbqs. i tell joo, bbq u muz cook one. nvr cook not fun. of course occasionally get off fr e fire and talk talk talk talk talk larh. but still muz cook. if nt no use going bbq liaoz. go McDonalds oso betta. and u usually dun eat much of the bbq food, as in there wun be tt much to eat after all the burnt stuff's taken out. you eat the balls and chix and wedgies. i mean, fishballs, chicken nuggets and vege fr e bee hoon. =D oh well we took the screwers and screwed the chicks hard and good, penetrating deep into them. to barbeque. ahwell, my uncle, amandus and i. wat u expect man. total crap outta us. xD
ohwell... yet another week of hols gone. tmd. i cant wait for dec hols this yr. it'll realli be the first ever hols we'll have. for 4yrs. YAY! wtf. -_-"
byebye.
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
@ 10:17 PM
my bose is damn funny. amandus and i cant stop laughing at it. i put "shuffle". den every 3 songs CONFIRM got one mr brown podcast! wah lau laugh until our stomach pain sia. xD and this hokkien song oso "if onli i had 1million bucks" hokkien songs rock HAHA. den in e end some guy say "eh, u think 1 million alot ah. dream so much" OMG!!! ok i'm mad. today swim bball 2hrs, gym, swim. SHIOK BO. hehe! i'm so random. in fact, i'm juz typing this post for the sake of typing sth so i wun think abt work cos i like typin cos i can type RELATIVELY fast so i juz tpype and type without thinking without worry WOOT so i type and type and type cos its so fun woot! and i juz farted haha! wtf is the problem with me oh my son it stinks ><
and my cousin's calling me to go 7 11 buy ice cream and supper liao woot i shall go off. enjoy my company. this sat got meeting at 9.30. at my chinese birthday. wow sai. but nvm.
Mr Wong called me to go do smoe photoshoot at national camp tml. yio chu kang. muz be in best uniform. was contemplating but ppl say go lorh. so.... i'll sms mr wong tml :D
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
lamentations @ 8:49 PM
nice bose. everyone says so. i agree haha! hey it was $499, not cheap. and the quality... well its a BOSE wat u expect man? the name speaks for itself. ohwells. yesterday was fun! tho YOU made me wait for 35min still call me AUNTIE erhem... but it was a nice day out! =) and as i said, i realli muz thank my mum for bringing me out shopping constantly when i was young. now i can shop anywhere, anytime, anywho, anyhow. =D and yea the bose. but tt's enuff abt it.
last nite wasnt a good nite. my body juz totally refused to shut off from all the tots i had. it was torture. simply. i prayed. sometimes i realli realli wonder why God makes me suffer liddat... i realli find it utter torture and utter crap... i guess a few of you can guess wat i'm talking abt, tho i'm not gonna say anything. experience has taught me valuable lessons. i look aroudn me, and its like "why me man, why. why am i destined to slog so much. yea i do get my material needs, but ultimately tt's not wat i realli yearn for..." i wanna juz blog abt it and type it all out, but i know there're ppl reading this blog, ppl i dun want to see this. ohwells.
"If Only" -HoobastankI thought it wasn't wrong,To hide from you,Simple truth.I was scared,I felt it all along,But it hurt to much for me, to share.If only I, had been less blind.I'd have someone to hold on to.IF only I, could change your mind,If only I had known, If only I had you...Finally understand,Why things have happened, (never did)And how it all could go so wrong.Will this pain ever end?'cause I don't think I can carry on.If only I, had been less blind.I'd have someone to hold on to.If only I, could change your mind,If only I had known, If only I had you...If only I had you!..If only I had you!..If only I, had been less blind.I'd have someone to hold on to.If only I, could have spoke my mind,If only it were true, We could start brand-new (there isn't even a start)I know I'll make it throughIf only I had you!..If only I had you!..If only I had you!..haish. tt lucky bastard. seriously. hella lucky. hella happy too i can imagine. wtf is my problem i dunno. all i know is this sucks. to high haven. i muz have been born to suffer inside... oh hell...
longkuan... why are u at church camp... bro i miss you... so much i wanna talk to u abt... ><
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@ 12:05 AM
My life is brilliant.
My life is brilliant
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'CauseI've got a plan. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And Idon't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never bewith you.
Yes, she caught my eye,
As we walkedon by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F***ing high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last 'till the end.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,'
Cause I'll never be with you.
La la lala la la la la la
You're beautiful. You'rebeautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you. ='(
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Monday, June 12, 2006
@ 6:55 PM
today was.... an eye opener? haha! and i dunno man, it makes me re-wonder if i shd have kids next time when i grow up (i initially dun want to) was at a child care centre today for CIP. then i said "wah lau eh" and the lil girl was like "orh hor!! say bad word!" omg... realli snapped me out of my teenage times and brought me back to those childhood days, where things like "stupid" were considered swear words. wat has growing up done to me... that i curse and swear whole day long? tsktsk... anyway, the first batch was nice. like xavier. guai guai do things so nice and cute. but 2nd batch was HAVOC. wah lau benny and benjaminn and calvin.... HEADACHE sia... tt's y i say. how? later i dio the 2nd type of kid i die sia... but wait. tt's a qtn i onli need to ask abt 10yrs later. why i bother now? CHEY.
the qtn i shd be asking is wat ipod dock to buy larh. i want bose! but its $499 and my dad's making me pay all by myself! leaves me with a pathet $50 in my piggy bank... (not my bank acct. if nt i'll kill myself) changed my notes to $50 so tml i wun look so "rich" carrying a thick pile of notes... bose? or altec lansing? but bose quality better... SIGH....
anyway swimmed and jogged and did sets today. i'm feeling... er... wazzat... damn wasted yes damn wasted. i mean sorry. VERY wasted. :p
k dota liao. YAY like wth... ><
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Sunday, June 11, 2006
@ 8:05 PM
woah... havent had the time to blog for e past week... its been a real hectic and busy week... both work and fun.... i cant even remember wat i did larh... lemme try to remember....
monday:... er... swimming yes
tues: kushin-bo and walking around suntec area with amandus and amadeus
wed: band + checking out ipod dock (bose) + checking out my arm (which the doc says NOTHING is wrong...like wtf then is wrong with me?)
thurs: cycling wtih jappy chennie and yingjie at east coast. woot! and then went to marina citylink walk walk hehe
fri: band + studying at BK with charisse b4 both of us meeting zach and anyi for vio's granny's funeral. haish reminds me of my great grandma's guneral like.... 8yrs ago? sigh....
sat: yesterday... er... ah yes cell! it rocked haha!
today: really realli nice dinner yumm! and nice scenery too! HAHA
hmmm.... yupp i can actualli remember tt's kewl! wah its been a real hectic week. llots of work and stuff also wah sai sian...
i cant believe there were so many tots i wanted to pen down but when i actl get to writing this post all seemed to have slipped my mind..
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
@ 10:05 PM
biang eh.. suddenly all the homework comes to mind. sian bo? alot of crap larh tmd ppl all asking why i siao starting work so earli. wah lau the amt of work i dun start now i die big time... ><
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Saturday, June 03, 2006
@ 11:09 PM
juz spent 4hell fun days with 60th in malaysia! its realli a meaningful trip, but i wouldnt really call it adventure trip, but more of an all-rounded get-to-know-malaysia trip. sad i din bring my cam, but mr gan says he'll burn e cd and send to all of us. =D e bus took us to gopeng city then 2 lorries drove us up! its so fun! like 20ppl in 1 lorry, dunno look like elections or refugees. den got low lying branches muz duck. xD the resort is simple but comfy enufff. and the kampung food... OMG DAMN NICE!!! i think i went there and gained weight larh! wah lau e sec1s. i think 1gallon of baygon oso not enuff for them larh. wasted half my can of baygon juz to kill a lizard... which cant be done cos baygon not meant to kill lizards.
anyway 2nd day jungle trekking. wah seh its not physically demanding, but mentally. like all the leeches and muddy water and poisonous leaves and nearly slipping to our deaths and getting my dick hit by a bamboo pole and wat not. wah seh... but e end was good. a beautiful waterfall to wade and enjoy the panoramic view... =D btw mr gan is damn pro with nature. he exprain everything until very pro. very good! xD and e orang asli oso larh! i nearli slipped to my death with the bamboo pole 1 inch away from my dick, he RAN over and with one hand hoisted me up. OMG....
den water rafting. omg asher rox. he's like "yo u all juz went trekking rite? i went there too and there were leeches on my ball sacs. no joke!" -_-" haha he took nat john yeow jerald and i in his raft. at first we had to pass the test if we capsize. he sent me down e rapid. i bumped a rock. damn pain! den fly up, hit deep water, and huit another rock. same place: my ass. OMG when i reached shore i could hardly walk! OUCH ><>< and mr bala rox! he was at KLCC at 6.30to queue for e ticks when it onli opens at 8.30. THANK YOU! the shopping centre there rox! e adidas shop has nice shoes! but not open yet.... sigh... then we went sunway pyramid (sunway lagoon shopping mall) to shop. wah lau onli 2hrs for shopping + lunch larh! we were RUNNING everywhere. like see a shirt, chiong into changing room, see nice, change out, chiong to cashier and pay. wtf. i bought 3 damn nice tshirts for total of RM70 = around S$30. dirt cheap. good quality. WOOT! den come back watch a damn touching story on living your life well, then home run (if e driver understood he'll drive us down e slope and harikiri us) and then a damn funny movie! hehe!
(edit) oh yea i forgot to say. i tried tongkat ali in msia. its damn bitter and it din work for me. to hell with it. ;)
WAT'S E PROBLEM WITH JOO? ;)
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