Monday, May 29, 2006
@ 12:36 AM
i want a break. i'm taking it. with lots of stress in me. like sheesh this havent do tt havent do. sai larh. sian. shit. %U(*(#.have a nice break. like real.
but i din hv fun today. honestly classical music isnt my cup of tea. but glutton's square is ROCKS. i mean. $10 stingray. omg its BETTER DEN CHANGI VILLAGE! heard tt zach? go try man.
char kuay tiao. YUMM!
satay. YUMM!
longkuan. (inedible) U ROCK BUDDY! (u will rock further once u return me my $15. =D )
woot! and both of us walking down the path from citylink to esplanade acting like WWE stars. damn funny!
and walking the WHOLE of citylink, esplanade, marina square and suntec. u tell me pro anot? ladies, we shop betta den you do man! HAH.
"what do i have to do... to get inside of you..." XDDD
tues june ex. 5.45 am in home clothes... omg. okie. see how larh. havent pack yet. LONGKUAN WHY NEVER GO FOR E TRIP?! grr....
and sand king rox. yes. i love sand king. burrow epi caustic sand storm boots breacer heart battle fury mkb hyperstone relic. ^^
"carried away by the moonlight shadow"
i'm juz type wateva comes into my mind. i'm feeling siao and random and sian and troubled at 1am. ='(
"do u realli wanna know?"
STRESS AH!!!!!
"so i say a lil prayer, and hope my dreams will take me there..."
why am i stilll stoning here and refusing to sleep? i shd juz go sleep rite? why muz i be so uptight? why am i the way i am???
"don't you ever wish, you were someone else. you were meant to be the way you are exactly"
and my stupid arm. now dunno can do exercises anot. i wanna train. wanna be better. wanna OWN like i can in dota (against noob insane AIs. those pros out there, juz shuddup and make me feel a bit better k?)
"never had a dream come true..."
the 2nd part of that lyrics doesnt apply to me so i left it out.
this is totally random.
bye.
Saturday, May 27, 2006
@ 9:51 PM
in the song "inside of you", hoobastank keeps asking "what do i have to do to get inside of you?"i say "dun even think abt it. not legal yet"
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
@ 7:16 PM
wah sai my hand seriously damn pain... i went for the scan. i think i realli felt e presence of e Lord in my room, as i prayed and trusted Him to keep me safe throughout the whole scanning procedure. the whole procedure went successfully, and i remained relatively calm. tho it was seriously very nerve-wrecking when u enter a room that's full of sophisticated equipment and having antiseptic and stuff on ur whole right shoulder area tt's yellow and purple and brown...anyway they asked me to look away when they injected the aenesthetics (sth liddat?) tho i saw the freaking ultra big syringe filled with liquid. there was this xray above me so i suddenly saw a needle there, felt a sharp prick, numbness and pain together, and every second as new xray visions were taken, see stuff penetrating into my socket joint area... and the guy kept telling the person injecting me "ok turn e needle" "ok adjust position of needle" "ok more liquid in" WAH LAU its seriously :o man. then i felt this weird sensation in my forearm, numb and swollen, like high rpessure (cos dye being pumped into my right arm). i was thinking... wat discomfort? no wat. once it was done, i got up, and immediate surge of pain and numbness! i couldnt move my arm! wtf! i had to be slung (put a sling) and go upstairs.
there i was entered into some space shuttle like tunnel. admittedly, it loooks like a coffin being entered into e furnace. but CHOY. yea anyway i went in with earplugs for e scan. CANNOT MOVE FOR 30min. like doing sedi-a with a numb-discomforted hand. inside quite nice. the scan lke construction works, but got rhythm one. wah sai it was... weird. xD
by e time i got out of the thing, my right arm was numb AND pain so it was like torture. till now still damn pain. wah lau. got 3 days mc. i have to go school tho cant take notes, friday cant pipe. sat i'm not goig to founders day bahz.
anyway i got quite close to my dad today. he helped me a lot without hestitation. THANKS DAD! :)
on e way back he was talking to me abt my sis. den we came upon this part where i told him someone liked her. then he was like "i'll KICK tt guy" brought me to think abt wat wei ren said abt fathers wanting their sons to get attached but against their daughters being jioed. i told him and he laughed like mad. xD
the original killiney kopitiam's eggs, tea and bread ROCKS. i think the franchised chains all CMI. but the authentic one rocks! went with my dad after my scan.
and there's this killiney police post and there was this policeman standing outside looking straigh at e road. and ppl juz jaywalk like no one's business even with red light. wtf? i realli think those police there realli CMI and nothing to do or sth. please larh everyone crossing e road and u do nth abt it? no wonder so many accidents larh! the policeman was like looking straight at e guy crossing illegally and did NOTHING. wtf....
anyway... hoobastank's more than a memory i listen liao very familiar. and i found it sounds damn similiar to Tom Jone's Deliliah... HAHA
Sunday, May 21, 2006
@ 9:49 PM
there's lot of work i can do... but i realli dun feel like doing... juz feel like stoning... wtf... sianz... the feeling damn sian. wanna go out, wanna hv fun. but u're juz stoning. and there's work to do... sai... dun feel like starting on my 3min speech... nor start revising... nor practicing my chanter... wat's e prob with me?!i shall go dota. dun care. juz play AI
@ 8:22 PM
remember Richard Gere buying birds and setting them free ad? :p"hello uncle ah, wa ai buay jiao"(hello uncle, i wanna buy bird)
"li ai buay simi jiao?" (you want to buy wat bird?)
"li wu simi jiao" (you got wat bird?)
"wa simi jiao bun ooh" (i anytime of bird oso have)
"ooh lam sek eh bo" (you got blue colour one anot?)
"li eh buay lam sek eh jiao ah" (you want blue colour bird ah?)
"ah. wa ai buay LAM JIAO" (yes. i wanna buy blur bird (say it in hokkien!)
"li mai lai wa ji dao luan zhu gong jiao wei hor. wa bo buay ji kuan ming gia eh. ai buay ka meh buay hor, dan hi eh si ang moh lai buay ga liao liao" (you dun come here and anyhow tok cock hor. i dun sell this kind of stuff! wanna buy quickly buy, later the stupid ang moh come and buy all!)
"ok abit noisy ah! all these stupid chinese ppl... talk talk talk talk talk.. u think this is market place? wait it IS marketplace!"
xD
@ 7:04 PM
it was a nice day... i mean, a good good sleep of 12hours, a good good exercise of 5km + 3 x 40 sets + 15min weights arms 15min intensive ab, a good good job with my messy chinese file, a good good dinner with sweet and sour pork and claypot fish head, home-made. den i received this email. french controle 2. 54. my average french CA is now 65. wat else do u want me to do?! i've put in my best. i did everything i can! and this is the kind of shit i get? i realli shd hv heeded my fren's advice and quit b4 controle 2. at least my 3.6 would hv been secured. nabei... seriously tired liao... very tired...... =(
Saturday, May 20, 2006
@ 11:41 PM
geoff says he prefers this photo up on my blog. so yea! btw its BAR CHOR MEE, not CHING TNG like some ppl have asked me... cannot see then click on it and enlarge it until u can see the tur kua in it! xD
i wanted to blog. but damn tired. tml bahz. ;P
Friday, May 19, 2006
@ 8:56 PM
hehe i scraped 3.6 for english. hopefully my
chinese they moderate juz one mark. juz one mark. enuff liao. anyway BAND TSHIRT IS OUT. and OMG its so BEAUTIFUL! =D thnx to all e guys who did a good job out of this project! ^^ phew! actualli... nth much to say xD shall post some fotos here...
AQ historical finish!!!!
yumm yumm sashimi! da best larh! its ex too...
this book is VERY sick. and i found it in e sch library. xD
i think this is even sicker. found it on top of bishan bus stop...
geoff lopez, the man and his ideas, says, "sigh... why the uncle say i say i din want turkua when i din say i dun wan turkua..."
Thursday, May 18, 2006
@ 8:57 PM
i made a horrible mistake... horrible.... i went to listen to zhng my car 7 on e mrt... shyt half e time i had to press my nose to prevent laughing, or start smiling like some twit or sth similiar... HAHAHAHAHAAanyway... its so tempting... i juz feel like saying everything out... but i think betta not... realli... for if i do... i'm scared i'll suffer worse than b4... its a risky bet, and its best to keep it to myself... haish.... why... ='(
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
why...
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you ...
SAI GO BACK TO... work? BAGPIPE yes BAGPIPE... :'(
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
@ 9:32 PM
wah hai.... survived today... LONG LONG day... >< wah hai my history CT 20 marks, may increase by 1 or 2 marks. whee! gpa 3.6. wah lau my gpa this sem is 3.56... eng and SS swopped places. last yr SS 3.2 eng 4, now SS4 eng 3.2... wth...bball tournament... i found the gorilla in me... tho tamed that TEENY BIT... tmd they shdnt ask me to play for my ex-squad... i get all emo... ><
dinner was GOOD. $2 packet meal but damn nice! :D
briefing was cool. tho an unpleasant incident happened.. haish...
got home in 15min in a taxi, at 9pm. haha
sian tml got controle. si bei jia lat...
haish...
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
@ 10:54 PM
whenever i'm feeling emo... or lacking emo... or wtv, i juz love repeating 杜德伟：为我照顾她 and singing to it... makes me feel... emo and good... finished my RE report. or at least wat i can do. not bad liao. yay. now for french. kinda no mood after evaluation of my marks leh... suddenly struck me... i dunnno, the YOU COULD HAVE DONE MUCH BETTER U DUMBASS feeling... >< why am i so good at consoling ppl and askin them to be happy when me myself always liddat...?
@ 8:35 PM
Today's been a taxing and... weird day... first of all i'm pissed with math and english. math: remember i said i had some skin problem with the release of haesmatine, that caused me to sleep at 2+am? ohwell it did its damage. i realised. 16.5 out of the possible 20marks i lost for math = carelessness. all can do. made all the STUPIDEST mistakes one can ever make. AARRRRRGGGGHHHH. den english. AQ 3marks. total 17marks. same method of replying, same me. GPA 4 - GPA 3.2 (hopefully i can 3.6 thru some miracle of a mark) and i still dunno how to do AQ.i managed to scrape a 3.6 for physics tho. did damn well for performance task thnx to wenjun and mingxue and boyi's help! budden we begged for 2marks cos realli obvious, he onli gave 1 more. wah lau... like not obvious enuff... want me to get daikin air-con man to certify ah... TMD.
at this point: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARIUS, MY XIAO DI DI!!! =D
the feeling of being broke SUCKS. i bought the band cake for $32.80, paid for darius' lunch, and bought my apple pie and $1 coke and left with $0. the feeling of being broke sucks. wanted bubble tea to fulfill my thirsty and empty stomach, but no. the feeling of being broke sucks.
did math pt. mum fetched me home. heard another accident happened along the stretch of road, but at the crossroads, outside my hse. immediate death. the person the other day i heard being crashed was killed too. he's a coffee shop asst i've known to be around for a long long timee...
geee....
Monday, May 15, 2006
@ 9:25 PM
i'm writing this post while taking a breather... damn chuan3... reached home at 8.50, makan 10min alone, bathe 10min, sort out everything 10min, finally sitting on e chair taking a rest. oh my 4more days to go... anyway today quite fun. I GOT MY FIRST GPA 4!!!! OMG i LOVE social studies!!!!! wah tmd first question 13/15 2nd question 10/10 (FULL MARK FOR ESSAY LEH!!!) YAY!!!!!!! SO DAMN HAPPY!!! =))))))))))))))))) 92% for CT. SHIOK.parade taking foto was like wth larh... suddenly ask me take pipe down. guys, next time want me to take pipe down and want us to march rite, pl tell me take drum hor. no drum, no march. >< wah seh maintaining a pipe without sounding it is worse than sounding... deflate like shat...
den after parade do flag bearing. eh holding flag DAMN FUN!!! like UP den hoist flag, feel for the hole, UP and insert! (dun think sick) GEOFF MISSED THE HOLE!!! then he was wobbling with the flag, damn funny! den we march tt time junda wrong footing. den i up dat tmie feel damn long for the hole. wah seh hilarious! but the experience damn cool. flag bearer and escorts leh! shiok bo! =)
ok i think finish my breather liao. chiong RE. BYE!
Thursday, May 11, 2006
@ 9:15 PM
got back my results. GPA 4s all GONE. all 3.6, either low or high 3.6. I dun feel angry, sad, nor pissed at myself, cos somehow this time i realli know i put in my best effort for e CTs, yet i feel this sinking feeling of regret over my results, which could hv been better given the lvl of difficulty for the papers, except chem. sheesh i hope this time i'm realli goig back to God and that i'll really be able to place my life into His hands... sometimes i kinda know He's here, but sometimes i dun feel it. must get back to Him. must.Anyway chionging now. suddenly got mugging motivation again. couldnt lift my pen for french 2days ago but now CHIONG AH. gonna chiong RE and math pt. i can do it and i MUST do it.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
@ 11:56 PM
craving for chocolate milk tea ice blended... from e auntie's stall... and cant mug french at all... cant concentrate... sian... 60th got lots of things to settle... wah cham leh... RE also... wah kau i betta sleep larh. jus ratting on and on non stop like some dead zombie.... haish...
@ 4:25 PM
juz finished swimming and tanning. continuously swimming 30laps freestyle, den sitting down on the bench to laze, relax, sleep and tan absolutely ROCKS! wah seh somemore nobody at the damn clean pool, so shiok! =Dwah kau, i took bus 106 back and saw 3 fatal accident signs, all within 1 wk, along juz 200m of road. madness.
zhng my car and political broadcast damn farnie!
election polls:
"excuse sir, we have an election poll here. ask u a question, do u hv to vote tml?"
"yes"
"ok bye."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"ok now ask you million dollar question. u got eat bar chor mee anot"
"yesyes"
"gt remember to tell him u dun want liver anot"
"yesyes"
"ok ah, dun forget ah"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"ask this siaokia"
"excuse me sir, excuse me. ask u an erection question ah"
"no problem"
"so tml u hv no erection problem rite"
"no problem with my erection"
"ok thank you"
"YOU SEE!"
"DON'T SHOW ME OEI!"
"eh dun point e mike at me, no sound. wat u expect? eeeeeeeeee... DING!?"
courtesy of mrbrown.com
HAHAAAA
Monday, May 08, 2006
@ 11:38 PM
i guess i shd get back to work. been playing enough. workplan:Tuesday:
RE Survey
French revision
Chantering
Wed:
French revision
Attempt Math PT
Chantering
Thurs:
Math PT with Lam
Chantering
French revision
Fri:
French revision
Any part of Math PT left
Here's my non-work schedule so far:
Friday: 4hours dota
Sat: Swimming
Sun: Out with cousins, dota
Mon: Kayaking, swensens lunch, bowling, dota
Tues: training
Wed: Swimming
Thurs: training
Fri: Dinner at Esplanade No Signboard with Amandus' family
BB Work schedule:
Tues: Meeting with ms tang to settle june ex and fun parade
Band Work Schedule:
-confirm 15th anni tunes (tues)
-get recruits list (tues)
-june band outing (proposal, date setting) (next fri)
-band tshirt (confirm sample, pay money) (tml den pending printing)
woah i'm treating this blog as my diary or sth. ok set shall get back to this tml. =D
Saturday, May 06, 2006
@ 11:21 AM
i finally understand why MM Lee refuses to step down from politics at this age. after CTs i feel so free, so relaxed, yet in my mind it still feels like "HEY U'RE SUPPOSED TO BE DOIG WORK" that kind of stressed up feelin... then i'm thinking math pt, french hw etc... =(today i'm struggling to pick up my french to do the pile of hw there... sian larh and the sun is half here half there.... like dunno if can go swimming anot.. nvm shall go at 3. hopefully gt nice sun liao... ><
dota for 4hrs yesterday. totally forgot recipes and stuff so i'm a total noob. but it was fun. i think.
megalomaniac by incubus keeps repeating itself in my head... gee!
Thursday, May 04, 2006
@ 11:48 PM
Would you dance if I asked you to dance?Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?
Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight? (
Chorus)
I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep? Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here tonight
@ 10:16 PM
to be truthful, i'm getting real scared of history. i dunno, i seem to know, i seem not to know. i think my assignment was written like crap the marks are like crap. when i think i did a good job outta it it still comes out like crap. they keep telling us L4 L5 this that this that but i aint got no f***ing clue. so now i'm scared to touch it. math is different. its exciting. this is... purely scared. yea. scared. SCARED.tml its over. juz some tests. that we treat like exams that makes our f***ed up lives even worse. and after tt? math pt. french mid yrs. bb stuff to handle. my june hols seem to be sliding away from my hand. as expected. yet another fantasy to motivate me to carry on by looking at a "beautiful" june hols where i can go hang out with frens, party, go resort or sth with family. knn.
tml after tests. alone. g0 swimming alone. how sian.
i juz read kevin's blog. damn nice guy larh he. who buys a cake on friday and writes Happy Friday and shares e joy? and who thinks of nice creative ways of punishment to realli make ppl learn? he's realli damn champion. damn nice guy...
why am i feeling so crappy on thurs nite? one more day 2 papers onli wat...
@ 8:05 PM
i went jogging again today, and did some sets. wah seh i dunno but i think i'm going mad. going swimming tml. muz tan manz. and after tt for dinner i smartly went to drink root beer. still heated up body with cold drink = major stomach ache. ><went to e doc today abt my skin. she says its some chemical called sth like haematite (i'm still traumatized by iron ores) so its best to avoid heat and... er... scratching i think? yea. luckily its onli temporary. PHEW
phy paper. dunno man. i hope i'm ok. my concepts as usual a bit shaky.
tml last 2 papers. history. scared larh. my humans not veh good. sianz...
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
@ 10:24 PM
u know, students should get to vote.we dun get to vote now, so the MPs and guys dun tackle problems with the education system during GE and we aint got no say cos we aint voting! WE'RE DYING OUT HERE HELLO!!!
thank you.
@ 7:58 PM
woah shit i slept at 2am last nite. some allergy or sth acted up. gonna see doc tml. my whole body suddenly turned red and itchy... wah lau i went to drown myself in cold water and apply the chinese spicy medication at 1.30am. hopping mad. suddenly larh. my mum swears she's gonna get me a new bed cos she thinks this one is too damn dirty. o.Oanyway 2am. i was thinking today's gonna be screw up. math and chem. well, math wasnt tt difficult. hopefully my results reflect tt cos i realli find it acceptable. :p chem was shit tho. testing on concepts. i dun think my chem concepts are good so as usual, as all chem tests, i tikam. goodness larh ><
tml physics. 1 paper. after tt should go swim/jog? i juz jogged today. hmm... and i think i'm totally outa fitness. crap.
btw gotten my scholarship liao! another $400 haha.
ankle socks. pt kit. longer hair. i love junyang. and jmx! :D
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
@ 4:42 PM
wah lau... another piece of shit assignment. history. tmd i'm so gonna die this semester. ms tang says get 3.8. i say get 3.6 i'll be happy liao. i realli dun get how the hell i do so pathet larh. its almost like i'm being hinted on my lvl of stupidity and how pathet i am. GRRR...i've discovered a good way to train your triceps and forearms. write non-stop. juz write. like tihnk of a topic on globalization, plan it out, and WRITE non-stop for 40-45min. whoa after tt confirmed make your triceps and forearms feel damn shiok. Two thumbs up for this new exercise.
five more papers to go. and after tt celebrate? nonono, prepare for French mid yrs and math PT. and get the band geared up for performances. (meaning go learn up my tunes properly also) and maybe i'll get more time to exercise and tan? my fitness GG already.
一千个伤心的理由
1) i'm freaking mugging my balls dry and getting sucky results. (was it coz i sucked them dry?)
2) deprived of love. (HAHA like wth but nvm)
3) lacking motivation (due to 1 and 2)
4-1000) i dun freaking hv e time like many other ppl do to list down e rest of the 997 reasons. BWAH
Blow me away. juz do it.
Monday, May 01, 2006
@ 8:20 PM
you know, the feeling of playing halo 2 for a while and kicking some covenant ass is damn shiok. u wake up in e morning mug, lunch, mug mug mug. to play a while feels like paradise. phew. tml kicks off yet another flood of bombs. GG
@ 1:21 AM
its 1.20am. i juz finished chem. or at least i think i hv. tml. i have to finish bio, ss, history, eng, and try doing some math. 你妈的老娘子阿！anyway, i suddenly dunno why juz got inspiration. i composed a new tune for bagpipe! shall ask longkuan how it sounds. cos i think oh yes i was thinking of e closing ceremony of the commonwealth games this yr. the bagpipe accompanying a song was damn nice! i can remember part of the tune but cant make head or tails of it. damn. but anyway i've written out Epic Harmony part 1 and edited 12th BR's Busindre Reel to suit the actual tune more and composed my very own BUSINDRE HARMONIA!!! OH YEA! gonna share it with my band if they want it.
dammit my muggin motor realli on flames liao... as in not burning with enthu but BURNT