Thursday, March 30, 2006
@ 9:52 PM
IMCB doing RUNX genes. rather, cell hunting. i still got nt much of a clue wat RUNX genes is for goodness' sakes. at first damn sian, all e guys one side girls one side. my bench all RI guys. mix my foot. but the stuff we are exposed there veh kewl! like all the sophisticated precision instruments and stuff. and i finally understand DNA and genes this topic. so marvellous! haha... er... i have nth much to type abt IMCB here, cos all the stuff, rather most e stuff, i've written in my damn long report to school or i've shared with a few ppl. but do join IMCB. there're so many benefits! =D
Monday, March 27, 2006
@ 8:24 PM
today... was abt to go for lunch, mr eric lee came and asked me how my arm was... and asked me to continue updating him. i was very touched! i mean, it was 2mths ago that i told him abt my arm, and he still remembers and asks me how it is... nice teacher man. =)geoff and i were polishing our best Coy award trophy many years back. after 2hrs, it still isnt that shiny, but well, we managed a breakthrough. i can realli write a literal essay abt this trophy and polishing it, but nvm. no time. xD haish those glorious days... marred by some superficial covering... oh NVM.
and juz now on e train back, damn unlucky. this guy holding on to a plastic bag veh near me. Business man. his hand kept touchiing.... ok... wahlau! shyt man.
ok MUG.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
@ 7:25 PM
i think i'm in love with Victoria School's compound... can u imagine, over there there's this bridge on the seventh storey, overlooking a stage-like parade square and the whole of South-East Singapore. omg i forgot to take fotos, but its so breath-taking there! i mean, PIPING there. yea! its EXACTLY the type of environment i've been dreaming of piping for a long long time! i think i realli went high piping there larh. and then we did itchy and rebel and got so carried away... ah... shyt why RI no such sort of place. sianz.doing colours is quite cool... i juz pray realli hard tonight that there's no screw up. i'm actualli quite scared for that part. whole church onli got nat and my pipe's music. and i cant tell nat i'm scared. muz be confident. God calm my heart...
i spent another 2hrs total on my uniform today. polish boots, polish belt, polish crossbelt. i dunno but i realli like the crossbelt! it looks hell professional. IF ONLY WE STILL HAD THE COAT LARH! wah lauu... but still, very smart uniform. BB's uniform looks very very good! without the cap. >.<
hmmm... BB week. i think $1000 is definately very possible. let me try targetting a $1.3k. 60th must reach its $29k target!!! ALL DONATIONS WELCOME! ^^
WESTLIFE: DREAMS COME TRUE
Dreams are there to show you the way
(Better take a look inside)
Close your eyes find out what they're trying to say
(You gotta take a look inside)
Only for a minute
Just to make a start
Imagine what you wanna see
Wake him up the wizard
Sleeping in your heart
Just imagine what you wanna be
Don't you know that...
(Chorus)
Dreams come true they do
Dreams come true
From all of us from all of us to you dreams come true
Don't you know that dreams come true
Love is just a second away
(Better take a look inside)
Make that magic rule,
let the miracle stay
(You gotta take a look inside)
Only for a minute
It's not a fantasy
Just imagine what you wanna be
Don't you know that...
(Chorus)
Don't you know that dreams come true
Don't you know that dreams come true
Only for a minute
You can make your dreams come true...
Friday, March 24, 2006
@ 10:51 PM
i spent 2freaking hours on my chevron. repinned EVERYTHING. all couldnt fit. now everythings ok larh, after calling mr wong for advice. then repin. in e process i found out tt my 1yr service and adventure badges were broken. now ok liao. ITS SICKENING. and i pricked 2 fingers in e process. and tml still have to add in my 1yr service, adventure. next next monday when pipers and cloth arrive, gotta add in again. being promoted can be siao.tml musketry, nvr polish at all, no time. sunday actual enrolment tml den polish. 11pm liao. siao bo havent do any work yet. then sat and sun till 2pm all gone. and i come home sure need sleep one. siao liao larh... shd i hv signed up for IMCB attachment? madnesss.... stlil gotta mug trigo. BIG BIG BIG topic. and my bio.
ok wanna blog a lot but no time. lots to do. BYE
life doesnt suck tt much, but the thing is in e first place, am i alive?
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
@ 8:55 PM
i juz wonder... wat happens if one day, all hope is destroyed, all form of motivation lost, all dreams shattered? will u continue? if u've picked urself up, with that little fragile self u are, and u fall again, will u ever be able to get up again? where'll that motivation to carry on, the dream u wanna fulfil, the hope u cling on everyday come from then? i prayed last nite, and received this answer. i dunno, am i destined to live life this way? juz wat's wrong? i feel like a jerk, yet i feel helpless... i dunno... argh wat's e pt of blogging if there's so much stuff u wanna say but so much u cant... thaoithaiothataiojnagkngkl;ngalna;hewtanogeanwojnhaiohtiohnaoptngAWthnn
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the words i wanna say is in there. whichever person has got more time den when the cows come home can go and find out wat i wanna say. yea.
can i swear?
i guess not.
nvm.
life sucks.
terminally.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
@ 11:39 PM
THE FRIGGING PINCER IS BIGGER DEN MY HEAD!!! and we had FOUR of them... omg my whole family real bloated now... xDD family dinner at esplanade juz now. real cool! veh fun lorh. my family was joking away! and the food was good! and the ambience too. go out to the bridge area once in a while, plug in to el gatiero (remix of busindre) and juz enjoy. as usual all the chio bus and bfs and stuff but ohwells, :P nice day out! yupp.... AND THE FRiGGING PINCER!!! ok nvm. =D
@ 12:49 PM
hmmm... amidst all the work that i've gotta force myself to do, amidst all the pushing that i've gotta force my body to... its heavenly to enjoy this moment of relaxation, a pity my body is already to fatigued it feels unable to continue in any sense... every school day, we're fervently praying for the hols, but whenever the hols come, we fervently wish for the schooldays to start again for holidays seem as, if not more, torturous than schooldays. where is the break i deserve? where's the family time i have been looking forward to? where's the chill out time i juz wanna have? wth? just but work work work work work. sometimes i look into my life and laugh at myself.i'm working for BB and for schoolwork and sometimes expect happiness in the form of my social life? i muz be joking with myself. i'm using this form of motivation, this false hope kind of motivation to push me on. like i biah and biah for my work and chiong for my work and for BB and i'll be happy, i'll get my social life, i'll get, well, love. yea. i wun hide from anyone, but everytime after a freaking hard day slogging my guts out, i enter the mrt, all shagged, look around me an see all the groups of teenagers hanging around, see the teenage bf/gfs smiling at each other, holding each others' hands, all so happy, all so carefree, i feel like a piece of crap. i mean like WHY?! why muz my life be liddat? why muz the SEEMINGLY "Creme de la Creme" be subjected to such moulding? why muz life be such that every moment i have in life seems to be another moment of struggle?
actually, this post is actualli quite meaningless cos some parts of it is undecipherable because there's some stuff dat i cant reveal. onli a few of u know wat i'm talking abt larh. i mean, oh gawd its mental torture. i dun wanna spend my life in front of my comp, head deep in word and excel documents, or gawping at some crapped up pile of historical notes telling me that Galileo was Italian in one page. or spending my life worrying that i've got trigo test coming up with all the R formula and double angle formula or that i dun understand electricity, voltage and current, or that adrenaline is made in the cortex of the adrenal gland in the kidneys. TOOT MAN. like wow.
wat do i want? i want to enjoy my music, enjoy piping at the sunset, with my frens, with my family, relaxing and enjoying the sea breeze, enjoying the company. i wanna be out there racing, enjoy the thrills and the noise and the cars. i wanna be with you. yea. whoever u're gonna be. i wanna see your smile, feel ur warmth, gimme the strength when i feel i can no longer carry on, be together, enjoying life. i wanna be with you.
"somewhere out there..."
Friday, March 17, 2006
@ 11:06 AM
I dedicate these 2 songs to someone, someone who may at this pt feel slightly lost, really stressed out. Maybe its not the best song to dedicate, but hopefully the tune will bring e smile back and the lyrics may be of some help. ^^
Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze
It means no worries for the rest of your days
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata?
Yeah. It's our motto! What's a motto? Nothing. What's a-motto with you?
Those two words will solve all your problems That's right.
Take Pumbaa here Why, when he was a young warthog...
When I was a young wart hog Very nice Thanks
He found his aroma lacked a certain appeal
He could clear the savannah after every meal
I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned
And it hurt that my friends never stood downwind
And oh, the shame He was ashamed
Thought of changin' my name What's in a name?
And I got downhearted How did ya feel? Everytime that I...Hey! Pumbaa! Not in front of the kids! Oh. Sorry
Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze
It means no worries for the rest of your days
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna--It means no worries for the rest of your daysIt's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!(Repeats) I say "Hakuna"I say "Matata"
its nvr easy, but juz think of all the happy times u've had, think of all the ppl who're always there for u, and carry on.
PASS IT ON
It only takes a spark to get a fire going,
And soon all those around can warm up in its glowing;
That's how it is with God's Love,
Once you've experienced it,
Your spread the love to everyone
You want to pass it on.
What a wonderous time is spring,
When all the tress are budding
The birds begin to sing, the flowers start their blooming;
That's how it is with God's love,
Once you've experienced it.
You want to sing, it's fresh like spring, You want to pass it on.
I wish for you my friend
This happiness that I've found;
You can depend on God
It matters not where you're bound,
I'll shout it from the mountain top - PRAISE GOD!
I want the world to know
The Lord of love has come to me I want to pass it on.
I'll shout it from the mountain top - PRAISE GOD!
I want the world to know
The Lord of love has come to me
I want to pass it on.
STAY STRONG, MY FRIEND...
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
@ 8:30 PM
phew, back from march camp... its so... er.... dynamic yes. day zero ms yong came and talked to us. got misconception that camp shd be slacker and yea, did tt for 1day. den go recce damn farnie. longkuan go walk right in front of a smooching couple, stretched out his hand, and shouted "WHERE ARE WE GONNA DO FIELD COOKING?!" they were :o so damn farnie ms tang and i couldnt stop laughing! den later go back we saw gf bf in car dunno do wat (i guess its... but nvm) and we all chiong into ms tang's car. xDand i lost my fone. i wun say when i wun say how. DONT CONTACT ME BY FONE UNTIL SAT OR SUN.
day 1: impressed by sec3 bagcheck, but not at sec2s. sec4s all agree their standard is far below expectations. was disgusted at the way Peide was left behind to pack his own bag. hike started and we felt a bit bad cos it was kind of messy. we nvr done camps b4 so a bit disorganised i guess. yea, but after tt oki liao. that nite gave them a hell of a scolding and pumping cos their disappointing behavior. budden i din know i made them laugh like mad with my sarcasm. invisible private, pumping them to make the blood flow to their head and think since they cant do it while standing, "WOW, VERY GOOD, WOW!" and etc... LOL! slept 2.5hrs onli, got sentry.
day 2: they scare us. 1st time in my BB life alll hikes complete hikes withuot using public tpt. and 3squads were so fast we were eating lunch and cursing. they had so much buffer time in e end. that nite primer meeting us. kena whacked like mad. 11pm: last minute amidst anger and infuriation and total distress, plan firedrill. 12mn: EXECUTE. whack them so hard that many sec1s were trembling in fear. total time taken for firedrill: 1hr15min or sth liddat. after tt go back eat mee pok tt mingyong bought. thnx bro! den after tt 2.45am start earli morning games. by 5am geoff junda and i couldnt take it liao. asked for timeout to sleep. 1hr later wake up to continue activities.
day3: (most eventful part in day 2.) den yea finish camp lorh. go home BOOM sleep at 11pm basket onli 3.5hrs of sleep total in 3days. never bathe at all for 3days. haish... but it was nice larh. sec4 batch realli felt bonded.
we all cranky liao. xD
MY FONE'S GONE BOOHOO!!!!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
@ 2:20 PM
lost my handphone. dun contact me by hp. anything can drop a tag or sth till i get my phone back. someone provide me with handphone numbers please... ARGH!!!! *$(#&$(*$&(#*@&(*#@&% expensive phone larh! now how to buy phone... $*(#&$(%&(#
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
@ 8:15 PM
phew... french controle over. all CCTs over, juz chinese left. well, its a facade, since there's so much work to do even after CCTs are over, but at least it FEELS better doesn't it? ;) french was quite ok, except the closure, which was half undecipharable for me, but well... and i absolutely LOVED the redaction topic. talk abt ur grandparents and wat they mean to u. (write a letter to either one of em) omg i juz wrote and wrote, cos my childhood was greatly spent with my granny... she brought me to wet markets, to buy my super rings, to sit by the bridge for hours to wait for the msia singapore train to pass, to swimming, to chinatown, to bugis, to everywhere. i used to live at her hse on weekdays... ahh the days... she means so much to me... i juz wrote and wrote, and got so indulged writing it. even if i score quite low for this redaction, i'll still be very proud of it. its my personal feelings... :)still waiting for quotations for my pipe. www.mccallumbagpipes.com, go to bagpipe and model AB0, AB1 or AB7. these 3 are my potential pipes. i'm looking at the price and deciding. black and nickel omg real sleek sia.. I CANT WAIT! but i think i'll have to pay for e whole pipe myself... yea...
ohwells...
Monday, March 06, 2006
@ 9:41 PM
ok quick post. went to doc today. have to skip more parades cos of checkups and a possible operation. doig some MRI soon. next appt 27/3. 3.15pm. dammit. BYE
Sunday, March 05, 2006
@ 1:14 AM
was juz reading shirim's blog on how they wanna burn longkuan's ass on sth abt our bagpipe band... XDXDXD pity its 3mths ago so apparantly they din do anything abt it... -_0"anyway, did another 2km pull up sit up dip logs 2km routine. still very weak. haish... sometimes i wonder why i wanna do so much exercise... keep fit? look fit? wth...
anyway, band tshirt first draft looks real good! gabby u are GOOD! =D but we needa make some changes to our motto and design to fit costs and unity purposes. =p
tests tests tests, lin shi bao fo jiao seems to be the onli way out now... and after tt no break. got march camp, phy PT and goodness knows wat else they gonna bomb on us.
I find westlife's songs quite meaningful seh... all love songs larh, but yea... well, i'm a sentimental emo guy aint i? >.<
this entry is so PPT. all pt form... dun feel like typing and there's nth much more interesting in my life to type. except for the fact that i think i'm in a relationship.
with my bagpipe and my band.
GOTCHA!
byebye