Thursday, October 26, 2006
@ 7:47 PM
wheee today jogged from ghim moh jogging track to clementi, den jog to new town sec, thru dover road to farfield sec then to buona vista mrt back home! at this time the air very cool, nobody, plug in Runrig (a scottish band with nice pumpy but relaxed tunes) and jog! very shiok leh! feels real great now! i'm damn pissed. math gpa 4 miss by ONE mark, chinese miss 3.2 by 1.5mk and chem by 2mk for gpa 4... ARGHHHHHHH =((((( onli 1 GPA 4 confirmed, tt's SS. hope my math got some miscalculation can get marks la.... haish.. muz biah chinese....drill project looks good, hope it turns out well so next yr our company's admin and annual parade wun be so bad! if it works out well we'll have our coy drill back in standard =)
O levels are comin. to all my frens out there... JIAYOU!!!! c'mon c'mon push push push!!!! whee! ^^
Sunday, October 22, 2006
@ 8:35 PM
today was an eventful day in its very own right. haha! morning went to orchard again with my family, had my usual teh-peng and eggs and toast. and then yea, i bought the F1 car liao! i mean the model. nopez not Michael. Kimi Raikkonen. my dad din want me to buy Michael cos i "already have one" tho its F2000, and nt 248 F1... but nvm! MP4-21! looks chio! =)rained. so i napped. woke up. got sun! go swimming pool. no sun. sigh. nvm i swam intensive today. onli my lats ached. but yea overall body workout! then came home, and cos my dad was bz doing house work, i volunteered to wash e car ALONE for e FIRST TIME! whee! i find washing cars very fun. i tihnk its cos of all e experience with polishing my uniform in BB. i always wanna make sure the car bodywork is clean and shiny, the alloys are gleaming and the interior's clean! i tihnk i wanna get my dad to buy some leather polish, the interior's a lil musky cos its the last thing we wash so we're kinda lil stinky liao then clean interior. i think next time clean interior first bahz. and leather polish! i want e car to smell good too!
and then did some sets.
and then read chinese newspaper. it does help a bit.
so now i'm gonna write my essay. then nap. wake up. watch F1 at 1am. then sleep at 3am. am i smart or am i smart. =)
i juz recevied an email fr ms tang. ms catherine chia sent an email on Primers Challenge (sth that takes over AQ for Primers). 18-21st dec. i'm gonna sign up if they allow (cos i think i'm still sec4? or primer?) since its a compulsary course and in tt sense there's "nth much" to do this hols. so might as well. later next yr cannot go den die rite? haha!
k signing off!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
@ 6:32 PM
haha finally posting. CTs were quite ok i guess? except english where somehow i din hv inspiration and history, where maybe no mood to write cos it was e last paper. then after that PLAY HARD!!!! went gymming, steamboat, tanning at amandus' place, after a real nice and enlightening talk with pastor eric! he's seriously very young at heart man. hip oso! nice fashion sense i think xD and wat he said realli re-affirms everything and puts light to many queries i hv. then yea tanned with amandus and amadeus. finally had some sun. then swam a bit den worked out, b4 a seriously xiong steamboat meal! 3bowls of rice (as per normal) and LOADS of salmon, LOADS of prawns (my fav) and loads of other stuff! we were talking abt clubbing. amadeus says "go there JUST for the experience and NOTHING more". agreed. but i dun wanna go places with too much pulsating R and B music, i prefer grooving or techno, not too.... noisy. xD and we were talking racing too! maybe next yr we going sepang! FINALLY an F1 race!!! i wanna watch!! and maybe go go-karting in dec, if amadeus saves up enuff money (if he does, i'll explain why later)thurs KUSHINBO! amadeus and amandus tagged along too. salmon, teppanyaki, tempura, wasabi... piled plate after plate, emptied in e toilet, came back, piled more. wah sei! yumm!!! live for food man xD then after tt we decided to go for a long walk. amadeus saw the Ferrari FXX, and even tho he was nearly broke, he din care much cos its limited edition and its a beautiful car and he bought it . explained. xD then we went lanning at raiders. damn funny. we wanna go back play more! i oso saw Chapter 2. according to the stormers (www.storm.com.sg) its a good place for a haircut. shall try tt someday! 6kg dumbbells for $27. on my list.
then bowling. we decided 1 game onli. oh ya, i was wearing my long sleeved ripcurl and all, very punk-like. i oso wore the dog-tag hil gave me last yr. brilliant! i juz need a new pair of BLACK shoes. white doesnt go well with a lot of my outfits... ><><
Friday... oh ya went gymming with amadeus. then PGR. nurburgring circuit damn fun! its not the F1 nurburgring. MUCH longer. siao la always lose amadeus by 3-5sec cos my cars slide here there everywhere. makes me wish i had the 248 at my disposal (ferrari's F1 car this yr) then a sumptuous dinner and delicious cake fr bakerzin for my sis' bdae!
today... i did sth damn funny. i was at zy's hse, and saw the beautiful sunlight. couldnt resist it. i asked for permission, and "studied" (i couldnt realli concentrate with e intense sunlight) and tanned half-naked beside my car in his mini-courtyard! damn funny! many ppl looked and stared, but i din care much. i dun look at u u dun care me. i finally get the meaning of "having fun and dont care others". xD apparantly the darned haze's gonna last till end nov (WTH!) so wateva sun appears, grab it.
gonna do a lot of shopping i guess. need black shoes, dumbbells, Michael's 248 model car (his final year! mus buy! next yr buy kimi raikonnen in his Ferrari), more clothes? shrugs. hong kong's gonna help me a lot i guess HAHA.
i like playing "can u feel e love tonite" on e piano. made many new variations into something i realli like! trying to figure out "we are the world". its kinda confusing cos i always have to make modifications, and not getting the feel and all's quite frustrating... ><
chinese Os coming. betta write a few compos. i dun feel like leh. stupid la my C5 and all making me hate chinese again, not conversational chinese but ya. i came into RI with distinction for HMT and A* for chinese. leaving RI with a C5 for prelims. nice thing RI did to my chinese. >=(
Sunday, October 15, 2006
@ 12:29 AM
after finishing reading Every Young Man's Battle, i cant help but switch on e comp and write this entry to declare that GOD LOVES ME! this book's realli headed me into a new direction in life, with new perspectives. the way i view the opp sex now is in a much more friendly and "human-like" way and not as in a sense "sexual objects" where i go "wah very chio!" or "wah hot leh!" kinda thing. i know this entry's prob gonna turn some heads and go like "wow i din expect YQ to be like this" or sth but i wanna realli declare God's love for me cos this book and my action plan according to e book realli has deepened my understanding and relationship with God AND also allowed me to in e future have a better understanding and better pure relatioships with girls! It helped me define wat sexual purity is, how to uphold it, and how to respect girls, myself and God! there was oso this chapter about how the fathers feel. Realli explains a lot on things like "why must we get the parents approval before marrying" and "how does even simply staring and oggling at girls change e way we look at em and the way we respect ourselves as humans?"furthermore, I'd like to invite u guys out there to get a copy to read. even if it doesnt apply directly or too much to u, there'll definately be powerful revelations. i realli gonna try my best to stop swearing, to stop looking and staring at girls for their mini skirt or drop-dead hot outfit or wateva but to see them as, in a sense, humans, not objects. (dont get me wrong i dun look at girls as objects, juz the few strangers along the street, which is actl VERY bad). also, i'm gonna stop my double-meaning jokes and all. and the difference this time is... I'M GONNA MAKE SURE I SUCCEED! so pl help me along e way if i do stumble here and there.
Thanks Sheila, Michelle and Violet for this book for my bdae present! I'm gonna try get the version for females to try get an even better understanding of how to carry on relationships (not talking abt bgrs) with females and to understand what they think. gonna try get Pastor Eric too to have a discussion on this book and some qtns i have to help me along.
PRAISE THE LORD!
Friday, October 13, 2006
@ 7:42 PM
i think SS confirm 4 le. this test was quite easy i think, and i wrote a hell lot using e same format i did for CT1, which got me 23/25. hopefully la. i need 65% onli. now chiong math and chem! and then bio. phy i juz get 70% i happy liao (i aiming 3.6 nia)i was reading Every Man's Battle and somehow it seemed like i entered a dream in the library. God realli seemed to be communicating with me about my reaction toward girls as a whole. a lot of new reflections and all came into me and made me realise a lot. now i'm determined to try my very best to change e way i see girls and stuff. hope it works! :)
was out with hil. and as expected, weird stares from all ri and rgs peeps, as well as wen jun and chai yi (he goig HCJC but came RJC for fun). ohwell, one on one DOESNT mean relationship please. i like going out one on one cos its more personal and u acn talk more heart talk and sincere talk in tt sense. so yea its nicer. please dun tihnk otherwise. (refer to my pt 2 if still in doubt)
mug!
Thursday, October 12, 2006
@ 6:42 PM
i'm freaking pissed with my chinese prelim result... i was realli paralyzed in shock when i saw my result... its f***ing pathetic! i was realli trying to find a hole to hide in... no face to meet anyone... sry anyone who asked me abt any result today. i was in no mood, no state of mind to reply... i nearly cried. i very nearly did... i dun think its wise to hv 7 storeys for RI building. in a wrong state of mind, someone very well might... ok nvm. touchwood (pats my table) AAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!tml starts the final hurdle. c'mon c'mon.
='(
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
@ 7:42 PM
sigh... i feel quite failure in chinese... i kinda like it, i mean hey i grew up in a chinese speaking environment, use chinese to communicate with my closely-knit family members. then i saw my ca marks today. actl i tot hey at least i got a gpa 3.2. budden i went back i told some ppl who asked me and they were like "huh? so low? i din hand up this tt still higher" kinda thing. dun get me wrong they werent suanning me, juz tt... wah lau i couldnt even write 床前明月光properly, ca 55.8percent, without my special assignments... i dunno la... tmd...i juz saw some paper of some
automatic toilets are damn irritating if the infrared is over sensitive. takashimaya, den now RI. wah lau i sat down, moved tt bit to adjust my pos and suddenly the water juz KABOOM and i had a wet bottom la! luckily it was clean water. wah kauz siao la ><
ok. now's the time to chiong. i MUST succeed. i MUST. *determined*
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
@ 9:57 PM
i'm feeling like michael schumacher now... alot of GPA 4s are STATISTICALLY possible, but in reality quite impossible. like i need 90%s for CTs.. tmd...go mug
Monday, October 09, 2006
@ 10:11 PM
how how how... my aunt juz told me we can onli go beijing in dec... like 7th-22nd dec... super uber long... and i'll miss out bagpipe performance, possibly have to skip the other performance cos i wun be able to pipe, enjoy singapore christmas shopping and outings with frens... yet i wanna go... argh... how how how... =(
@ 8:13 PM
Our class foto. 4I 2006! :)
Sunday, October 08, 2006
@ 10:46 PM
sigh... =(
quote fr Michael Schumacher:
Michael Schumacher, Ferrari (DNF): “We are a great team. Our guys are the best and I have a great affection for everyone at Ferrari and am always more than satisfied in the way we work. Incidents like today’s can happen and they are part of racing. You win together but you also lose together. Today we did our best, I was leading the race and then my engine broke. That’s the simplest way to sum it up. That is Formula One. We can be proud of what we have achieved since Canada: we were twenty five points behind and no one could have thought we would be back in the fight for the championship, but we did it. Now we are nine points behind in the Constructors’ classification and we will do all we can to win this title in Brazil. As for the Drivers,’ it is lost. I don’t want to head off for a race, hoping that my rival has to retire. That is not the way in which I want to win the title.”
RESPECT.
@ 9:01 PM
i have one word for Michael Schumacher: RESPECT. his dramatic retirement from the race due to a darn rare Ferrari engine failure was like "ARGH"... he was like near breakdown crying when he came out of the car la... but when he got to the Ferrari pits he smiled and gave everyone, and i mean everyone, like 20+ ppl, den the Ferrari directors at the pit wall a hug and a pat on the back. this is called team spirit man. when the F1 racer wins, it is not onli e result of his good driving, but e result of every pit crew member, engineer, director and manager's efforts. Ferrari realli has the esprit de corps... which is damn unlike Fernando Alonso. i do pity him for all that's happened, but still he shdnt blame it on his Renault team. who the heck wants him to lose e title THIS YEAR when he's moving to McLaren NEXT YEAR? c'mon his whole team was ecstatic when he won the race! his snide comments were like undermining and unappreciative of his team's efforts for the whole year... no matter wat ppl say of Schumacher, he's still a champion in my heart. i've decided not to buy Kimi's McLaren model car this year. i'm buying Schumacher's Ferrari. salute.anyway haze suddenly gone today! like MIRACLE? ohwell GOOD anyway! haha!
wah lau i was watching A1 grand prix, the "world cup" of motorsport. like my dad describes, its like drinking beer after having drunk wine. i juz watched e Jap Grand Prix, and these cars look like turtles crawling around e track compared to the F1 cars! this doesnt realli represent motorsport's pinnacle yet... esp with Msia's Alex Yoong, Minardi drop-out from F1 a few years back, leading. well i can't complain, Singapore came in 18th... but ohwell its a good step. I WANNA BE THE RACER!!!! i wanna race man. like bring Singapore some glory or sth. ohwell... of i am to race! in a F1 stimulator.... ><
Friday, October 06, 2006
@ 11:59 PM
床前名月光，stress 到想撞墙，举头望望haze, 低头思姑娘a random poem written by urs truly. xD
new sch building... not bad i like the spaciousness and the lack of tinted windows. but i'm always late after recess. 6th storey. p6 was 7th storey. ><
haze ah haze. everyone takkaire hor. this is BAD. wth.
lots of stuff to say. all forgotten. no time nor energy to blog.
tchao!
Leader of the Band @ 11:38 PM
An only childAlone and wild
A cabinet makers son
His hands were meant
For different work
And his heart was known
To none
--He left his home
And went his lone
And solitary way
And he gave to me
A gift I know I never
Can repay
A quiet man of music
Denied a simpler fate
He tried to be a soldier once
But his music wouldnt wait
He earned his love
Through discipline
A thundering, velvet hand
His gentle means of sculpting souls
Took me years to understand.
CHORUS
The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through
My instrument
And his song is in my soul
--My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the manIm just a living legacy
To the leader of the band.
My brothers lives wereDifferent
For they heard another call
One went to chicago
And the other to st. paul
And Im in colorado
When Im not in some hotel
Living out this life Ive chose
And come to know so well.
I thank you for the music
And your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom
When it came my time to go
--I thank you for the kindness
And the times when you got tough
And, papa, I dont think i
Said i love you near enough
--The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through
My instrument
And his song is in my soul
--My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
Im just a living legacy
To the leader of the band
I am the living legacy
To the leader of the band.
beautiful song... remember ur parents no matter what conflicts u may hv with them man. they ensured ur life, where u are today, wat achievements and wat happiness u hv... =)
Monday, October 02, 2006
@ 8:52 PM
bad bad headache now.... sigh.... not enuff sleep? stressed? shrugs.... madness...yesterday got my ripcurl black long sleeves! looks real cool :) after exams 19th oct going sakura or kushinbo to celebrate my sis' bdae, then going shopping for more stuff! den gonna shop with a fren for new shoes :D
and guess wat, i met my kindergarten fren, timothy. actl i wun have known it was him if he wasnt on e news during PSLE period 4yrs ago. i learnt tt his muscle degeneration had led him to be on a wheelchair... he used to be very active and mischevious... now he has to be spoonfed and cant talk properly... to think sometimes we juz get stressed by some problems tt to him, can NEVER be achieved at all in his life, and he has to worry abt basic problems like how to get around daily life... haish... :(
2more weeks to endure. c'mon. c'mon. PUSH PUSH PUSH!!!