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yet another accident at the crossroads outside my hse... mugging chem and hear a sickening thud. look out, one body there, 4cars of ppl arguing. its damn scary. u're juz freaking crossing e road and suddenly u dun even know if u can live. said a prayer. ambulance came. the presence of the ambulance is so comforting.

not work tho.
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feel kinda tired now. i was doin weights and ab training. decided to play du de wei's songs cos i reali had no other songs nice liao. the songs "tuo diao" (strip) and who let e dogs out (chinese version) ooh yea i went on a frenzy party larh! went mad like dancing and grooving with my weights and ab training and wat not. damn SHIOK! WAHAHA

外套脱掉脱掉外套脱掉
上衣脱掉脱掉上衣脱掉
面具脱掉脱掉龟毛脱掉脱掉
通通脱掉脱掉
脱!脱!脱!脱!

wah seh i'm mad liao but nvm. woof woof woof woof! :D

elections:

on being asked on his thoughts on elections and voting process, Mr Kwa our math teacher replied
"I live in Tanjong Pagar"
-no more was asked-

on being asked if he would vote for Lim Boon Heng or Chee Soon Juan, my dad replied
"Chee"

some MP said "the GE is like a 2wk marathon race. the gun has been shot and the race has started"
in response, my dad "then why havent u started running?"

GOODNESS. xD but our GRC walkover again larh. no action one...

oh yes. my eng gpa goin down e drain. and its not even my fault. wtf. damn pissed off can and my SS is like haish... sian... mug so much get this kinda results. damn sian wth.
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je pense qu'il y a quelques personnes qui sont vraiment fou. j'ai beaucoup de devoirs de faire et si tu n'as rien de faire, je ne suis pas la personne pour être le sujet de ton plaisanterie. ce n'est pas que je suis stupide, c'est juste que je ne veux pas évoquer le passé et je n'ai pas de temps pour plaisante avec toi. ne prenez pas l'oppurtunité à l'élever au-dessus de ma tête (littéralement). nous pouvons être amis, mais j'ai mon trempe et limites.

c'est merde, non.

si j'avais le contrat...
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tml D day starts. ohwells... 4hour chinese paper. crap.

so much has happened, but no time to pen it down. quite mad eh?

my bro: "papa mai ferrari gei wo leh" (dad buy ferrari for me leh) for e whole day. tmd.

i'm friggin' muggin', the phone's ringing, my dad's relaxing at his TV (as always) and he frigging refuses to pick up the fone to answer, screams at me and frigging shouts at me. frig it man. wtf

i'm glad i'm outta it. pity e others tho.

here comes my bro saying "wo yao ferrari..."
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wah lau damn pissed.... had a 4 hour nap (i realli couldnt take it) den woke up did 1 matrices question. den my dad said let's go for dinner liao (we ahd an appt with amandus' family) den oki lorh. go there 6.40. my mum said "ok now shop till 7.45 meet at Ding Tai Fung" WTF #%&*(@%*(#^&*(#@^&*(#^!*(^&!*(@& WAH LAU EH!! 1+ hour of STONING?! i should be doing my revision at home larh! not like they dunno how much revision i hv liddat! blardy hell!! damn pissed until throughout e whole thing my face was stone and dao... and then in Paragon, u see all the other teens hanging out, making out, fun laughter peace joy. makes me feel like crap i tell you. of course tt wuz until amandus came cos wif him around u can nvr be stone man. xD

after CTs, there's a Physics Prac test and a Math Challenge thing to do for math PT. mother fong. i bet other subjects will bomb assignments after CTs. dun need to say. shit man. and maybe an op to undergo. tmd.

nt realli in a good mood today? dammit if only i had a real Ferrari F430 Spyder. i'll wham the accelerator, make my engine ROAR and speed off with some music and vent it off man. shit.
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been a long week of muggin muggin muggin (i think i say this nearly every post) but quite a meaningful one too i guess?

went to sake bar with mum again. this wk much nicer! on e train, i din plug in my mp3 player for e first time in 2yrs? and the engine sound of e train, e ppl talking... it felt good!

den come out from tanjong pagar. e serenity was so... overwhelming! and the food was beautifully good... oyster shooters, fresh high grade salmon, squid and some high grade fish sashimi, pufferfish, etc etc... omg... and had a lot of fun with my sis and mum. havent felt this in a long long time...

b4 going off, like near 12mn, was talking to edmund (my mum's fren's bro, sake bar owner) and he came to this pt on how guys who are slightly feminine and girls who are slightly masculine are those who attract. he even jokingly wanted to intro me to 3 jap girls (his customers). i wouldnt hv minded. but they're older. xD food for tot. girls who are slightly masculine attract and guys who are slightly feminine attract? (we aint talking abt tom boys or wat not but the features having a slight tint of it)

kinda felt happy today. feels good ya know :)
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slept at 2am yesterday. omg. OMFG. ok nvm. anyway today was pretty nice? yay! hmmm i saw the bose iPod dock at j8. ITS DAMN KEWL PLEASE! $500 tho... i saw it last yr on papers for $300. wait for singapre sale. see how it goes. cd player is realli like nth compared to this larh. u get to choose ur song from ur song library. and remote control. and damn good sound quality. and they charge ur iPod along e way. sheesh! i wanna buy!!!

ahwells, cleared things up today. feels good leh. as in, yea. ahwells. :)

mugmugmug. mugmugmug. muggin all e way.
oh wat fun it is to mug and always feel like FEI. HEY!
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falling ill again... nose stuffed like ballz, cant smell anything and feel like crap. not to mention running nose and stuff.... >.<

dad bought me e F430! shyt spyder sold out, but ahwell, the coupé version equally beautiful! ^^ shall post its photos another day.

spent 2 days mugging chinese. sianz. i feel the heat of exams coming... but wat to do? FFFFFFFFFFF
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food galore. goodnesss... thurs went to HQ to hand up our PFM stuff. and had chats with Mr. Wong and Mrs. Ong. goodness damn farnie! Mr. Wong, i'll help u as much as i can. ;) and after tt went to meet hil to get back my bb week card and catch up. thnx hil for ur help! :) went to coffee club in kinokuniya for a drink. latte for me and passion tea (?) for hil. i think i'm under influence of alcohol. i'm drinking latte like i'd drink alcohol! i small sip, swirl, swallow and taste. yumm... rich and creamy... and we had a nice 2hr chat! Mr Men book series. xD

friday: nth much work work work all day and dinner at nite. scraped jogging cos it was friggin rainin and my mum asked me not to (like i jog so slowly liddat) anyway we went to Saké Bar for dinner. i think we went there for e wrong purpose tho. ppl have dinner THEN go to the bar, we go there for dinner. the Apple Saké rocks! its not thick, but clear and sweet and aromatic! and the food there is like the French style. petite! there was food like minced salmon sashimi with egg role and some special sauce. WOW i tell u its shiok! and $55 for 5 slices of tuna belly sashimi. goodness... the food was all small amounts so after nearly 2hrs i was still hungry. but the taste, the taste! so in e end to make myself full i ate 4scoops of muachi like yam ice cream and gulped one glass of grapefruit juice. xD yumm... the ambience rox too btw! as good as, if nt better then, ice cube!

this morning. woke up to DOU JIANG YOU TIAO!!! tao hui you jia kuay. goodness perfect!! wah... and tonite dinner goig to Fatty Ox for the BEST hong kong food u can find in Singapore. :D

BETTER GO JOGGING LATER OR I'LL FRIGGING GROW FAT
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As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand
And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned

But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone
We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?
Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?

Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one

This song is from Lion King II. i find e lyrics so meaningful and so true... the song explains for itself...
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damn tired.... i mug like mad for math and stuff and screwed up...

had some parodies with sex bomb (e song). yesterday i stopped b4 e chorus and jokingly told geoff "wanna play this song in alliance francais?" then put e phone in my pocket. needed to take out my doc. bent down, unzupped e bag. suddenly... "SEX BOMB SEX BOMB" WTFFFF!!!!! ARGH i was scrambling like some ballz to stop e song larh. e building so qujiet suddenly hear this! wahlau malu like siao... >.<

den today. on e way back. paused e song again. waiting for my frens to play it for them. den i din know this rgs girl/rjc girl was there. den it went "SEX BOMB SEX BOMB" den i paused. den she turned around and i aws like wtf for? den i pressed e play button accidentally "AND BABY YOU CAN TURN ME ON" OMFG... i think she muz think i'm a downright perv... >.<

freaking tired... totally drained... today was downright torture.... throbbing headache eyes drooping wat not.

and damn gay pl. i was juz smiling at the whiteboard for i cant remember wat reason and kena yellow cup by andrew. wtf.

and doin french now when i realli wanna juz drop down and sleeep... OMG SAVE ME!
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Today's a damn jacked day... sighz... 24/30 for trigo test.. lost 4marks to carelessness... and 2marks for not being there for e trigo lesson... shyt manz. >.< oh wells history is damn fun anyway. Manhattan project and the dropping of e atomic bomb. YAY! fun topic! but on e flipside, darwin's tested. goodness i better start mugging for my CTs now. and CCTs. and assignments. Mug mug mug...

den later RE. wah lau e most jacked moment of my life. or rather... most frustrating lahr. e notebooks cant access internet, then i've got this impt RE file to save, den gotta go surfpool, find 4 computers and sweating like mad to try and get the file sent to my email. dunno wth happened to the stupid internet connections and stuff. when finally done, i zhao. AND FORGET ABT MY EZLINK CARD. onli realised it when going home. GG. now tml gotta go there and copy some dunno wat thing for punishment 5 times and get my ezlink card back. TMD.

this yr's band enrolment not bad larh. i mean for pipes. i've got... 8sec1 pipers? number not confirmed. but now drummers onli 2... hopefully shaun decides to stay in drums, makes 3. theodore, 4. hopefully. c'mon man! make this batch a strong one for band! :p

friday hill's songs are veh nice! www.fridayhill.com to find out more abt them. exactly e mood i love! yea! ^^

i'm feeling veh veh tired and juz wanna sleep.... but cant... haish... >.<

in my half-asleep mind juz now, thinking abt cineleisure, all the fun i had there with frens, all the shopping, all the walks, talks, mrt rides, ice cube etc... torturous at times i know, but nevertheless it was fun and memorable... at least now for band we're focusing on 15th anni and it seems like its gonna be fun. hopefully it'll be...

miss you guys,
miss the times,
miss everythin....
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hmmm new blog song. i dunno, i like it cos it makes me laugh like mad! =D
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1 cup of milo with 4big teaspoons of milo powder and 2 teaspoons of condensed milk. 4wheat biscuits immersed in e milo. eaten. drunk. voila breakfast. back to work. back to work.

BOOOOO
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the simple fact that i change my MSN nick dunno how many freaking times a day does tell a lot.
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i read this damn funny thing while readin up on Scopes' Monkey Trials.

"On this side of the ocean it is difficult to understand the susceptibility of American citizens on the subject and precisely why they should so stubborly cling to the biblical version. It is said in Genesis the first man came from mud and mud is not anything very clean. In any case if the Darwinian hypothesis should irritate any one it should only be the monkey. The monkey is an innocent animal- a vegetarian by birth. He has never placed God on a cross, knows nothing of the art of war, does not practice the lynch law and never dreams of assassinating his fellow beings. The day when science definitely recognizes him as the father of the human race the monkey will have no occasion to be proud of his descendants. That is why it must be concluded that the American Association which is prosecuting the teacher of evolution can be no other than the Society for Prevention of Cruelty to Animals." -http://www.borndigital.com/scopes.htm, Borndigital, Curator

ROLFMAOWTF
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i found a damn good way to vent anger and exercise. not vent anger larh, juz to pump myself up and stuff... to rid of frustration and stuff? i dunno... anyway, i listened to busindre reel over and over and over again, and chantered it. 1 breath finish 1 segment. and i realised many a times i went FASTER den the busindre reel being played and was absolutely accurate! i'm improvin! then i was like thinking: wat if 60th bagpipe band were able to play this tune at the outdoor amphitheatre of Esplanade or sth, let everyone see and enjoy e music... den i became more and more pumped up. after each segment my whole face went red, my eyes burning... xD and i realised sth good. my hands dun cramp up after playing busindre reel anymore. its very relaxed. YESSS!! budden not shuang. use busindre reel go and do 6kg weights for all sorts of exercises, den ab intervals... den chanter again... WOOT!!!! i went mad larh....

then this morn to afternoon at ORA. yea. we all juz went mad trying to sell our pizzas larh. i dunno, i went high and mad and sian at times... like a sine curve? ohwells, its nice to see e BB week team finally smile at e end of e day to see all their efforts pay off, all e pizzas sold. joel lam damn pro can. 10WHOLE pizzas sold by him. lamzy oso. ayah, this yr they rock larh! i dunno wat's wrong with me today. emo? haish... i dunno larh... i realli realli realli dun feel like doing work. i want this weekend to relax. but cant! FUCK LARH.

yes i din censor today. been censoring for ages and today i cant take it anymore. well since i never censor le might as well do it more.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

oh hell yea! i guess i juz used up e last of e remaining adrenaline in me. hell yea!

i think i'm mad liaoz. betta start my work b4 i go RJC again on monday, slump on e chairs and wonder wat the fuck i'm doing with my life.
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have u ever seen a guy cry? have u ever seen a guy feel helpless and shitty? i dunno. how i wish e sea were juz beside me hse. an empty see. for me to SCREAM. for me to SHOUT. for me to juz punch around a tree until i bleed. and feel happy that i'm actualli feeling something. at least i know i'm alive. at least i know i actualli did sth. at least i know i've got e tree and e sea. fantasies...
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THEY SAY ANGER BLOWS E LAMP. FOR ME, ITS BLOWN THE ELECTRICAL GENERATOR
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stupid printer. (the way our law is such that i cant even name e brand of e printer). paper feeder damn laupok. design kena sai, no practicality. i load how much paper there the printer cannot sense e paper. den gotta go thru all e tooting procedures juz to get the paper "back in". wtf and i dun dare leave any paper there cos the paper will bend BACKWARD and look damn toot when and if i print. and the sensor still wun work.

gawd i miss HP printers... >.< (ah now when praising some organisation i can say. -_-")
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i tried a certain experiment to prove a certain hypothesis. dammit its true. goodness i'm NEVER gonna try it again... *faints*
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i got hooked on to "I LIKE TO MOVE IT" and wanted to post e lyrics of e song. upon reading the lyrics, i've decided against it. >.<

today had CLE lesson on racism, and totally disgusted by it. dun wanna explain further... i'm juz afraid our society is degrading morally...haish...

doing hw. on e comp. i'm learning how to do it efficiently. helps lots ya know? xD
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omg... both thighs and calves aching like some ballz. today walking up and down e stairs like some DLP (i think some of can guess wat this means). OUCH.

haha yupp, i havent blogged abt AQ. shall do it today. ok, i was having lunch. no. i was JUST ABOUT to have my lunch, den geoff came RUNNING back shouting "119 is first! 119 is first!" 119... 60th RELAY!!! geoff, u muz be still laughing at how my legs couldn't stop shaking as i was having my lunch. my whole body's adrenaline seemed to be suppressed there or sth. den the ending line's string or wateva u call there came off. i immediately ran there to tie it back to make sure the ending'll be perfect for 60th. finished lunch (i couldt finish e rice) and quickly ran there to take my pos. waited. and waited. and waited. suddenly: C'MON YOU'RE FINISHING YEA YEA YEA!!! an officer starts jumping and shouting wildy. heart thumps. will this be? will this be the year? 4 blue figures turn round e corner into the stadium. *squints*. TEAM 119!!! Linus. Jiwei. Gabby. Zach. YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!! i nearly cried. i realli nearly did. been waiting for this year for ages. its here. boom! across e finish line. 60th. we've done it. YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg can u imagine the feeling? can u feel it? OMG... memories of how hard they've trained, how i hard i've used to train. the encouragement, the sweat, the emotion, the feeling. the AQ feeling. yea that's it.

the AQ feeling

VENGEANCE 2006. SUCCESSFUL.

HELL YEA!!!


my sentiments now: equivalent to the song "somewhere out there". *bish*
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phew today... trigo test went ok! yay!! i juz din do a 2mark qtn but the rest i'm more or less assured. its realli heaving a BIG BIG sigh of relief! thank God! :) and i muz say... today actualli i tot a bt lots of things. anyway, today no BB, so i actualli got to go home at 3.15. the feeling is SO GOOD MAN! come home, can sleep 1hr. den go do stair training 2x25 den go jog 6km, den do sets. SHUANG. tho stair training kinda killed me. i guess i'm juz undertrained larh. wanna get my physique back. ^^

then i was actualli watching this 7o'clock show. i find law very cruel. cos its based on logic and not emotion. i'm actualli an emotional person. the way they use logic and override emotion and stuff... i juz find it realli cruel and against conscience larh. i'm never gonna enter law. its realli not for me. i dun realli wanna be witty, cos somehow it seems to turn oneself cold-hearted. that poor girl... being bombed by the stupid lawyer till emo breakdown liao the lawyer like still dun care, juz care abt winning e case and like... ARGH tabuleh tahan...


and then after tt doig chinese hw. i find tt... i reali love language. language and music. its reallli ways of expressing oneself. its juz tt e way e chinese dept, or in fact, many organisations in singapre, operates is such tt they think we're more lazy rather den enjoying the subject or sth. den juz bomb us. it reallli drains the life and interest outta us, and i guess it realli backfires. i realli enjoyed this topic on 失根的兰花 (rootless flower) wateva. yea. it realli brings out the beauty of e language and emotion. its juz tt now cos of 2yrs that i hated chinese cos of e way my school taught it, i'm very weak at e subject, e onli subject tt realli makes me a chinese, and of e subject i kinda like... language and music is very beautiful... they connect ppl. they have the strong ability to bring ppl together. the strong ability to express, to touch one's heart.

the hardest part of life definately is the living part. but then again, the simplest part of life is the living part too... do we wanna look at a glass as half filled with water or half empty? i dunno. one moment i'm looking at life as simple, another moment as difficult.

man i'm going all emo again... >.<
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trigo test tml. i've been mugging trigo for hours. and i cant seem to do anything much. i'm offiicially screwed for tml's test. i'm starting to hate math. i'm scared whenever i see trigo. its making me tremble like siao... i'm scared of tml's test. i dunno why, i've nvr been so scared of a math test b4. but this one seems..... extra crazy. i feel as tho all the effort i've put in for trigo isnt enuff. its a big qtn mark of my knowledge. i cant do half my qtn. and i've yet to study for my physics and bio quizzes. AND STILL GOT BIO SPA4 AND HISTORY PRESENTATION!!!!


i feel so helpless....

save me...

.................
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