Sunday, July 31, 2005
@ 10:42 PM
haha. now den post on yesterday. =p yea. wat to expect? i couldnt sleep much. luckily to mp3 player i could still sleeep. but i woke up earli. den dad fetch me to j8 to buy brekfast. den to sem rm. was feeling sick leh. kena fever and bad flu. nearly couldnt even think properly... until worship! somehow, it empowered me again. WOOT! felt real good le! on the way on bus, was singing all kinds of songs! den i plugged in my mp3 to listen to FIREFLY again to pump me up for BQ. VROOM! reached there at 11am. briefing, usual stuff, den the paper. ok la, we were quite composed. the paper was like WTH! i filled in all e blanks of e prayer with ease, onli to see its MCQ. WTF! wat an insult of our mugging! GRRR. den like hardly any Esther qtns, den lots of cock la! GRRR!!! wth. basket... anyway, after finish le. outdoor. tt's when all e events and emotions began.
first station no prob. darn easy. in sch. WTH! XD den 2nd checkpoint. Semb mrt. this stupid ping pong ball thingy dat had NOTHING to do with bible quiz. couldnt solve it. 2pts gone! i was like "OMFG" fr tt time, although i was trying my best to encourage e team, deep down inside me i had this very bad feeling... this whole sinking feeling la. but i cant affect team spirit. so i continued. onli to navigate the wrong way. ARGH!!! wth! tho it din cause any damage at all coz we had lotsa time, i was like SHYT! den my dizziness fr fever acted up again... nearly fainted... bleah! until we reached 4th checkpoint, was realli bad. then finished everytihng den go back. tt time i had this whole sinking feeling. juz stumped there... all sorts of feelings came in... afterwards, the tiebreaker was announced. 60A was not in. i excused myself to the toilet after juz being totally stumped. juz staring into empty space. terrence came with me.
i broke down. was pissed, was angry, was feeling injustice, was feeling MAD! Y my team? y? we worked so freaking hard, always there, always present. half my team was ill but all came to push for the very best result! and wat. we din get in?! my team! felt real injustice... then terrence toked to me to sound me out. then it dawned upon me. it realli did. it din dawn last yr, but it dawned this yr. it realli realli dawned. God realli has lessons for us watever it means. this yr, my team had put in all their best effort. i knew it. but i was so task-driven that i always always doubted their results. now i realli knew. its just how its meant to be. my team is argueably the most enthu and the most driven team. they rock!!! and thru all these, i've realli sharpened my leadership abilities. i've realli learnt from Nehemiah about caring for every person even as there's a big task to complete. and to lead, muz lead by example. if u want ur team to be motivated, u urself have to be motivated. there were lots of lessons learnt, and it could onli be learnt this way. so now i know that we will win when the time is ripe. of course, i was realli hoping 60th would win. we came in 3rd. VS won again. a few more droplets were inevitable, but yea. i realli felt great le. so when the actual results were announced, i could realli be calm and able to cheer e team up. max broke down. jappy broke down. i duno who else did. i had to comfort max. its not easy for him to accept it. my whole team had high hopes. but yea, it wasnt met physically. looking at max, it was like how i was last yr... a junior's heart dashed. zach oso. i knew deep down he was upset... 3 times we've been competing together. always there for each other. wat can i say? darius. high fever the day b4. pushed himself to come. to contribute. ben. enthu guy. always on. wat can i say but i'm realli proud of S.TEAM! U GO GUYS! next yr BQ. SAME TEAM. SAME STEAM. WE GONNA ROCK THE HOUSE! WOOT! thanx jie, hil, vio etc for all ur encouragement! it mattered a lot as we perservered on!
then went back. listened to SHE with max. hope it cheered him up. :p then reached. we fall out. den all of us chiong to run with dr tan! all e ppl there jogging looked damn fast. but when we chionged the track, we realised they were damn slow. with exception to Dr Tan, lapping 1min per 400m! ppl wanted to catch up but couldnt. we juz raided e track. WITH SPIRIT. Mrs. Lim commentated "wat's tat? Scouts?" "BOYS BRIGADE LA!!!' replied. i ran total 8 rounds. blasted firefly the whole time! damn shiok! whee! xm smsed me "i overtook u!" 1 moment later, "hi xm!" den run off. XD but i muz say Dr Tan is very inspiring. followed by BQ, his run seemed to hv a great impact. i could parallel e run to BQ. perservering, never stop, continue. his achievement realli is one we shd all look up to. realli remarkable. =p
then went to play bball. they. i was talking to nic cai and catching up with him. he rox la. he coming back to help, our potential new captain (who is real nice oso), and our current officers: Mr. Gan, Ms. Tang, Ms. Yong. PPL BETTA WATCH OUT FOR 60TH MAN. WE GONNA ROCK YOUR ARSE. RIBBROX!
oh yea! i wanna congratulate... MY SHOES! NIKE AIR-ZOOM. they're my first pair to have completed the BB60th GRAND-SLAM! BQ, AQ, Bagpipe band! woot! and napfa too! gosh! they rox! pity they gonna hv to retire le coz its realli getting on age and friction... its new successor will be Aasics! =p
den i walked xm to j8. its like so kewl! so long nvr tok le. juz ranting on and on. haiz. nvm. next yr when she comes to RJC, sure got lotsa time to tok one! =D then went to pipe abit. YEAH! i got back my touch on bagpipes! all of a sudden! wheee!!!! my squeezing technique back! YAYY!!!
den went for a drink with everyone den go back home. was with nic cai for half e journey. couldnt stop talking. we have damn lot of common interests, which makes it darn easy to interact. he'll be helping out a lot! muz help him with our batch. =P
den went home, swwitched on comp. was like, intending to sleep le. jie came online. guess wat. we chatted till 5.45am. LOL!!! i dunno la. we juz continued non-stop! chocolates, ice-cream, dr tan blah blah blah! juz couldnt stop! each time we said "let's go sleep", we juz continued on. we ended up going HIGH! XDXDXD finally had to stop coz my dad woke up for the day le. =D
today slept till 11am onli. den lotsa naps in bet. wahaha! juz feeling so kewl! needa start mugging for class tests soon! but today need a break. juz so confused and empty after BQ is over. been doing so much co-ordination and mugging, sleeping at 2am everyday (with exception of today, 5.45 la haha!) gee... BB is probably the thing i'm gonna remember most in my life. love u guys! and like jie said, everyone's always there for everyone when everyone needs support! the BB family is one of which has touched my heart, changed my life, moulded me. i juz cant be grateful enuff to everyone! ((=
its good that my tagboard is not affected, but everyone else's is down! darn! cant tag most ppl's at all! use cbox la! and it makes my tagboard a good target for spamming... XD
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Friday, July 29, 2005
@ 9:37 PM
wth! my 3rd post today! i'm going maddddddd! wahaha! I'M GOING MAD EATINC CHOCOLATES!!! WTH! i emptied 1 whole packet of choc raisins in <2min? and then proceeded on with other chocs! switzerland bitter ones, aussie sweet milky ones, childish fancy ones etc etc!!!! GEEE!!!! i'm going diabetically sweet! maybe its adrenaline larz. wat else? music, racing (game)! whoo!!! shyt! shd be sleeping! okk, betta go sleep soon... but i wan my chocs! no more raisin ones le... :'( tml i wanna go and search for cadbury choc ice creams. CELEBRATE BQ VICTORY WITH CHOCOLATES! and ICE CREAM! and PIZZA!!! I'M ONE HUNGRY GUY... at least i work them off with constant exercise. =p
oh yea, realli praying hard for darius. heard he's down with quite high fever. hope he's strengthened by our Father and he'll recover well. gosh...
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@ 8:32 PM
felt crazy, so translated firefly to french. juz needa destress... =D
Quand j'ai dit vais je n'ai jamais signifié loinvous devez connaître les jeux bizarres que nous jouons pourrions vous pardonner et apprendre comment oublier entendez je comme je vous appele luciole nommée revenez à moi rend la nuit aussi lumineuse que jour je regarderai pour vous me dis que vous êtes seul aussiluciole viennent menez-moi vous suit dans le soleil qui est la manière ce doit être luciole reviennent à moi vous et moinous a partagé un mystèrenous étions si proche comme le miel de l'abeille et si vous me dites comment vous inciter à me comprendre je suis mineur d'une manière de commandant luciole reviennent à moi font la nuit aussi lumineux que jour je regarderai dehors pour vous dites-moi que vous êtes seul aussiviennent menez-moi vous suivent dans le soleil qui est la manière que ce doit être luciole reviennent à moi mouche la luciole par le ciel viennent et le jeu avec mon désir ne sont pas long ne demandent pas pourquoi je ne peux pas attendre une autre une autre nuit...
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@ 8:12 PM
today was... tiring again. i realised y my mp3 was stuck. it was on repeat mode. XD but heckz, i still listened to firefly the whole day, esp the whole chinese lesson, while liu was teaching ying yong wen. haha! i realised that at a certain loud volume and above, firefly has this beautiful background bass rhythm! my blog's one is too soft. make it real loud and it rox! like a shout for freedom and a shout of stress relief, a shout for our vibrance and a shout for our childhood... and i realised its internal meaning. or rather, wat i intepret outta it...
When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
could you forgive and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
You and me
we shared a mystery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another another nighti realised that everyone here, as small as he/she is in this world, can mean alot to many ppl. often, we forget the times of fun and laughter, the times of innocence and happiness as we are caught up with our daily stuff. the stress, the fatigue, the arguements. but when we take a step back to look at e big pic, everyone is everyone else's source of inspiration and guidance... ok, i know this is supposed to be a love song larz. but i'm looking at it this way coz of recent events. and anyway, i dun feel love at all. (as in bgr) tho i muz say all my frens rox! thnx all my brudders and sisters for all e encouragement and support these few days! realli helped alot! ^^
BQ is tml. i gotta mug a bit more but i'm gonna sleep real earli. tml muz be in e right frame of mind to do stuff well! COME ON!!! PUSH!!! ADD OIL! JIAYOU!!! BIAH!!! VROOM!!!
((=
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
@ 8:23 PM
today... reall tiring! dis morn was smsing jie to encourage her on her maths test, den happy happy. when i stepped into class, "Eh, got mug for bio test anot?" "HUH?! WAT BIO TEST?" "ok. not bio test. bio QUIZ." OH SHYT! mug mug mug! but for past few days i've been sleeping at 1+am everyday, so damn shag. during chinese juz fell asleep... while mugging bio... anyway, the test was quite ok larz. luckily i remembered the position of the xylem and phloem in diff parts of cell! it was damn tricky. in fact, if u get 1qtn wrong, chances are u get a few others wrong too coz its the same kinda qtn! phew! heng ah! jie muz hv given me luck as well as i gave her. lauz! now den know she's maths pro. XD den subsequently, all lessons i was half sleeping away... gee... drained...
maths test: 23. WTH. so many careless mistakes! in fact, i'd hv gotten full marks if not for them!!! #$*#(&$(# den CLE on blogging. like wth. knowledge blogging, y shdnt blog. FREAK. HERE I AM BLOGGING. C'MON. CATCH ME FOR BLOGGING! XD
anyway, BQ is juz in 2days' time. and i left earli coz i had to go for piano lesson. on the way, received sms fr zach dat onli 3 passed the nehemiah quiz... and i'm toking PASSED. 48hrs to BQ. wat are they gonna do abt it??? gee! i think i may cry on BQ day... and i promised i wun cry coz everyone
HAVE PUT IN THEIR BEST EFFORT. i cant doubt it, but from the results...
piano was the last straw for today... by the time i was going for piano, wuz oredy drained of energy... mentally and physically... been veh taxing these few days. BQ, hw, piano, band, socially... dunno larz. juz now when walking abck home, i was juz dragging my feet along... OHOHOH! my mp3 juz now kena jammed. could onli play one song all the time. guess wat? FIREFLY!!! LMAO! but i din get sick of it. i juz couldnt! its too darn nice!
ADDICTED!!! Gah! JIE! ur fault kay! make me addicted to the song... XDXDXD
back to pt... i dunno. 3mths training? cant pass nehemiah test? think zach joking around with u guys? i havent repraimanded u ppl (not all. some doing veh well) for the lack of focus and attitude coz mr gan and ppl think its best to motivate! but... 2days b4 BQ and this kinda shyt? cant even PASS? wtshyt? vengeance for BQ 2004? dan gu gu liddat! i'll make it clear to some ppl in the BQ team that
I'M PISSED. VERY PISSED. wake up ur ideas!!! i cant hide this fact any longer. i cant be a goody two shoes and tell u all "sayang sayang. nvm. work harder kay?" everytime! take ur freaking initiative if u realli wanted to join BQ and excel for the company. i MEAN THE COMPANY. AND GOD. freak it. sorry, i'm feeling stressed and pissed and negative at this pt of time. but. SHYT MAN. we can forget abt 2hr lan free liddat.
we are weak. we have been weakened.
O GOD, STRENGTHEN OUR HANDS...
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
@ 7:52 PM
wah! today's NE tok. at least there was stg new rather den keep tokng abt the changing economy, we shd adapt blah blah blah. tok on diplomacy and stuff. quite interesting, tho it got monotonous at times... then phy quiz. wah lau! mug so much! den like onli e basics come out lorz... eeks. chey larz.
RE: my crystals are growing damn nicely! my potassium ferricyanide got one real chio crystal liao! and my alum! 1st week growing got real beautiful seed crystal! i muz say i'm more attracted to alum coz it looks like swarovski. =))
BQ: mugging is quite beautiful when everyone's there and mugs quietly. den i on mp3 quite soft and listen to soothing pop songs. and chew on m&ms, occasional few jokes. i like the enviroment! juz dat sometimes got commotion, irritates me loads... >.< anyway, BQ juz 3 days. MUST SUPPORT US AH!!! XD push on guys! S.TEAM!we come in first i treat u all 2hrs lan each!
den went for bubble tea. saw zach kena haircut. looked kewl! couldnt resist, went in also. in the middle when he cut i was damn scared. coz later kena screw up again. den when he finish, it actually looked quite good! FEELS and LOOKs kewl (not like last yr i ask look kewl, become feel kewl aka BOTAK) and is shortER (not short. BOTAK again) and looks not bad! now i gelled it a bit looks much betta! =p now zach and i look proded. XDXDXD
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
@ 10:15 PM
heehee! official announcements made le. onli got joshua as awards NCO 2. =p ms yong "i think u shd wear kilts. looks shuai" -_-" "green black white!" adds ms tang. FAINTS! okok... slowly slowly... wah seh... ki siao boh! get the band going first larz. decorations later den tok. christmas tree not grown yet wanna put decos. LOL!
den chiong kfc 2piece meal dinner in 10min. had to chiong off to grp lesson in studio. and in e end, i was quite earli. WTH. GRRR!!!
i tell u... logs is killer. wth. i'm gonna die in maths stuff soon manz... ARGH!!!
next monday holiday. got BB exco meeting, with lamzy and zach. in the pool. XDXDXD den go lunch at harbourfront, den new balance. den LAN. 2hr free treat to S.TEAM if we win the championship cup! WOOT!
ok. after all the hoo ha. i'd like to make stg VERY VERY clear. watever's been going on, the person whom thousands of RGS ppl and some RI think that i like or stg, we're staying as good frens ok? juz good frens. nth more. gee...
oh yea, this song firefly (luciole), whom my new found jie jie introed me to, is so beautiful! it even inspired me to write a song during chinese lesson (=D) in 30min! its so inspirational! but i shall not publish the lyrics as... i think its too mushy or stg? XD
gonna push everything mugging to after BQ. muz concentrate. =p
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
@ 9:19 PM
yesterday, i received a fone call fr lamzy while i was sleeping... woke up... like kinda blur blur. "hello, eh, u noe wat happened after NHT?" "wat? get nht badge den go home rite?" "no. many bq ppl went lan" *falls of bed* ?! okie... i immediately tot of last yr... we all said we were regretting. regretting wat? not putting enuff effort. y? coz we were playing around and not focusing... haiz.... dunno la... maybe some of em can work better this way or stg? but the distractions it can cause? we play dota and the whole day and the next day we'd be toking abt it the whole day thru, juz mesmerized in it! remember june hols lorz.... gee...
anyway, today, went to orchard for breakfast with dad again. den after lotsa persuasion, he finally turned left into Leng Kee showroom. Honda Accord! whee! test drove it. he's quite convinced of its prowess. now we're onli waiting for the bank's reply on loans. den hopefully... a 2.0l car! that car's kewl!
den went home, change out, mug a bit, den off to sembawang! bq started quite late. haha! quite good larz. could see everyone putting in their effort! yay! not bad! gogogo! 1 wk to go! let's realli leave this yr with NO regret! (i hate crying, and this yr if i do, got the whole sch looking coz of the sch event) gee! anyway, we came in 2nd. got pen. haha! next wk muz go even higher! hopefully.
den after dat they all wanna lan again. *faints* i dunno la... haha, its fun. i love it oso! but... at this time... esp when the next five days are weekdays, and the goals we set out for the teams havent been met... lan like, after BQ i dun mind treating u all to 1hr lan! haiz...
now piano and BQ. band i tink can leave it for a while, lots of stuff to settle oso anyway. shall take dat 1 step at a time. =p
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
@ 11:48 PM
wah! no time to blog manz... really bz nowadays... my blogging frequency'll prob drop to dunno wat la... BQ, band, mugging, etc etc...
wed went to Royal Selangor Pewter centre at clarke quay. make pewter bowls. i've no idea how its gonna help me with my chem reflections but its damn fun! write ur desired words, den knock the shyt outta the pewter plate to become a bowl. XD
thursday ah...er... french expose! eee... not tt bad la. 2min presenation: tok slowly and use simple french. use simple visual aids like photos and a few words to explain wat the fotos are. answer questions. VOILA! over! now for controle 3, various tests
BQ: hmm.... are we readY? i hv no idea... doesnt look like it but oh wells... wat can i expect? juz try to salvage the situation as best as we can lorz. next saturday liao mahz. BQ 2005...
band: alamak. not even an inventory! seeems like we gonna work hard on the logistical admin. and other stuff. more discipline needed according to terrence, and somehow, we gotta spur a total passion into the band! we'll do watever we can bahz! smurdepip!
gosh la. so much to write but no time at all... now i know y yiquan closed down his blog... >.<
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
@ 11:19 PM
yesterday was good! even after my birthday gone le, i still had ppl giving me bdae presents! LOL! thanks alot alot! so nice! =) jappy, gabby and chennie gave me a "city on a hills" cd. was playing bagpipe, den jappy made me come out for a while. den i turned around and "!!!" chennie? wth? LOL! come to RI... XDXDXD thanks ppl! and my inbox now officially has 30 smses for bdae well wishes. so kewl!
den we went for garage concert. not bad leh! the band realli can sing damn well! go for next Singapoe idol others sure no need to fight 1. the food was nice and the atmosphere oso! realli enjoyed it a lot. and we got a 40% new balance discount voucher for winning treasure hunt. my neeon's headphones and my hmt textbooks, lejon's socks and money, vio's bronze earring, i dunno who's old note. oh yea, on the way there, i let elissa, anyi they all listen to Russell Peters. after that, they kept repeating and repeating "CONFUCIOUS SAY: U GO TO JAIL BAD BOY!" lauz! =p
today. excons was nice! sharing how to improve relationships with God, i realised that there's so much i can do. and i'll do. =p then later cut cake for sheila's and my bdae. lol! lotsa fotos and farnie stuff. den went to eat at pasta mania at cine. ordered prawns and shrooms. den take neoprint. my first! din want to, den the gals dragged the guys in. so went in and i can say, taking neos are more tiring den 2.4kms! wah lauz! XD $8 somemore. we din pay. but the fotos looked nice la. maybe there's a diff effect?
tml stay at home. morn got breakfast with dad, afternoon mug mug mug, dinner at geylang. my fav steamboat fish and oh jian! YAY! =)
happy bdae sheila!
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
@ 9:05 PM
today bdae! din start off so happily la. din go to sch coz i was feeling damn dizzy. vomit till got nothing in my stomach liao it still squeezing stuff to vomit out. pain like siao!
den shaky shaky, but i made up my mind. MUST go to 3rd lang! haha! den after 3rd lang, went to meet hil. she wanted to give me bdae present! so went to far east to meet. then couldnt find her! me= orchard king, but far east noob. XD then met her! =p wen to subway, me for lunch, her for bio and chinese with sandy. helped them with their bio stuff! damn farnie! nvm. *zip* XD the prezzie is real nice!!! shall wear it as often as possible! =D
piano lesson. wah seh. intensive sia. aug 26th exam. 1012. gosh... gonna die! XDXDXD
now waiting for my bdae cake to be cut... ICE CREAM CAKE!!! WOOTS! thanx loads guys! this yr veh memorable! =p
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
@ 10:11 PM
wah! today soo memorable! went to sch and toilet immediately. kena food poisoning sia, toopid indian rojak!!! GRRRR.... den skip PE. tok to boyi for the whole hour. =p den bio. was near sleeping, coz i din hv a good rest. with my nauseous feeling till 2am where everything i'd eaten for the day completely came up.... chinese. havoc apn la. XD den recess. i kena gastric liao, so chiong to buy food. den met kean yung. reminisances of primary school came up with e mention of a name. XDXDXD lunch talk. alamak, droning on and on again about our unsteady future, economics. same stuff la. everyone, even teachers, sleeping le. den lunch. quite nice, but i din eat much, coz of stomch. den post lunch. OMG. OWNAGE. zach la, tell abt me haar. den i say back. den his whole class know liao. abt something i shall not reveal coz i'm not soo evil. XDXDXD omg. i'm so pro. purposely go outside his class den announce!! omg.
den BB, wah seh. the standard is now set for annual parade. commanding tone. Gd in a sense, a lil not so looking forward to in another. but mr adgar came back, and our drill standard on the rise again! reminds so much abt last yr... which was so memorable!!
den after BB, they lubbed me to stay back. some surprise. i tried escaping to no avail. den, they asked me to go to this rm for my surprise. i opened, it was max holding a bdae cake! so cute! =p so nice of cheeks and longkuan to buy it, and the rest for making it so memorable! we went canteen and had fun! ate the cake, took lotsa fotos and stuff! RIBB ROX. UNDENIABLE. WOAHAHA. seriously la, who can beat our tight bonds? its beyond words lorz. the kind of beautiful family we hv. i realli felt again wat it realli means by fighting for the very best for ur company. i certainly will!
den see doc. lol sia. cant eat durian lorz... :'( nvm. i shall look forward to my present and cake tml! thnx loads guys!
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
@ 11:43 PM
took this test taken fr anyi's blog. its freaky accurate. dunno y sia! =p go and take it!
http://colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfmmy result:
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfillment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realize the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.
You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.
You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.
Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalize but you need to realize a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.
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@ 10:48 PM
whee! slept at least 13hrs today. so shuang! esp after 2 late nites. Yes! haha! but today damn unproductive... so lil done... my aims and priorities needa be set correct again!
my bdae seems like a festival this yr... started receiving presents and well wishes le! thnx a load! =p and went to no signboard seafood restaurant for my dinner. chilli crab, assam mussels etc. wah! real fillling and delicious! yum! my mum told me "next year ah, no ice cream cake ah. esp not for haagen-dazs" "y?" "that bdade cake u've got this yr costs $130!" *mouth drops wide open* WTH?! okie... at least its 2kg. but still... WOAH
got a whole host of stuff coming up soon... BQ!!! and bio and maths tests and stuff... damn. dat's real lot. geeee... =s
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
@ 9:52 PM
wah, couldnt bear to push down the previous post with a new one... =s. anyway, BQ teams are out. ME AND ZACH ARE IN SAME TEAM AGAIN. WOOT! zach, me, ben, max, darius. super pumped up team, need a lil self control, a lil more mugging, and GOOD LIAO! haha! team 2 is the J team, chao pro. team 3 is shawn, junda, joel, jappy, gabby. team 4: lamzy, daryl, kieran, derwin, nat. mugging after parade every week liao. 3wks left. MUZ PUSH! XD yesterday haiz, suddenly tot of 2nd coy and trophy again. cried again. ARGH ARGH ARGH!!! haish... motive wrong manz! not to win! to do our best! to learn fr the word our our God! tsk tsk. bad boy bad boy.
and i've OFFICIALLY ACCEPTED CHRIST! WOOT! (i havent told my parents yet. kena like siao liao without telling). nice feeling sia! tho i din cry.... (izzit coz yesterday i cry liao?)
shyt, got something i realli wanna blog abt, but until its allowed to be known, i cant say anything! grr... i've got a vision! haha!
gee... i think i'm intoxicated! i'm addicted! everyday juz yearning for it! for that one moment! once it comes, the whole day brightens! gosh! but the feeling rox. =p
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
Westlife: Puzzle of My Heart @ 9:11 PM
It's the way she fills my sensesIt's the perfume that she wearsI feel I'm losing my defencesTo the colour of her hairAnd every little piece of her is rightJust thinking about herTakes me through the night[Chorus]Every time we meetThe picture is completeEvery time we touchThe feeling is too muchShe's all I ever needTo fall in love againI knew it from the very startShe's the puzzle of my heartIt's the way she's always smilingThat makes me think she never criesI feel I'm losing my defencesTo the colour of her eyesAnd every little piece of her is right[Chorus]Like a miracle she's meant to beShe became the light inside of meAnd I can feel her like a memoryFrom long... ago[Chorus]PS: songs express my emtions. =pAND, its so nice to smile ear to ear after hearing the sound, the tune, the voice juz for a while... how pleasant life can be with that simple touch. =)
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@ 8:29 PM
today was a real nice day lorz! PE, play bball until siao. i can block damn well, but needa use it correctly. =p den later CLE. XDXDXD sexuality education. "wat's e diff bet males and females?" heck with that qtn. everyone knows. in the end, Mr. Kwa FINALLY opened up and introed himself to us... WOOT! damn farnie la! i din noe 15yrs ago, first dates went to national stadium to watch tiger cup... XDXDXD anywayz, went to IMRE. i can tell u, i've never seen more sophisticated, more precise engineering and research in my life. omg!!! its realli an eye opener. crystal growing, i bet its damn impure.... and the kind of stuff they develop there.... omg! i think many of our products hv their technology in it lorz! shiok manz! den we had this tea break. toking to the scientists. the said stuff damn farnie!
"go be a writer, go be peacemaker, go be scientist. NEVER BE A MATHEMATICIAN."
"Y?"
"u realise, there's no Nobel prize for mathematicians? got prize, but not so prestigious as Nobel prize! got prize for physics, chem, bio, literature, even peace! but no maths! u noe y? coz a mathematician stole away Nobel's girlfriend. he was so darn pissed dat when Nobel prize was set up, he said that maths is not important! its so insignificant! 2MILLION POUNDS. NEVER BE MATHEMATICIAN" XD
one even betta one. we were discussing on how they come up with ideas for research. they were saying lotsa stuff come up with accident. they quoted an example. VIAGRA.
"i juz read it this morn. incidentally. Viagra was actualli meant as a drug to cure the lungs. something abt calming it down or stg. wth, it din work! nth happened to the lungs. instead, it diverged so much, somehow. maybe the scientist who tried it got active at nite (the other researcher was oredy spitting coffee outta his mth in laughter) duno how la. nothing happened for the lungs lor! then they turned the research into that of manhood and tada! VIAGRA!" (my female teacher IC had politely excused herself.)
wah lau... i wanna go IMRE again manz! XD
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Monday, July 04, 2005
@ 8:13 PM
interview: wah... my alarm clock got slammed down by my dad, and din set it again. luckily i woke up in time, to rush to sch. den each train took 8min to come! wah lau! damn siao la! luckily everyone's interviews pushed back, so i made it in time, needed to use the toilet, come out still got time to cool down. XD den my turn, went in, first question "y u in home clothes?" guess who? Shawn. XD i said later i got piano lesson and ywav lorz. and no time to change. yeah. basically the whole interviews were y i wanted BM, if i kena CS, who i wanted to be the CS/DCS if i were BM and BM/DCS if i were CS. and chong keat came up with a scenario if band major, then band attitude not there, things lost. wat to do. then if cs, then how'd u feel? i gave answers tt were wat i realli felt lorz. then it all ended up with cheeks saying "u've grown the most amongst ur batch, and maybe u dun realise. but its so much that ppl around u can get influenced, so any post u take will be very good" ooh... i din realise that. but since it's so, then watever i get, i'll juz work to the best of my ability lorz. =)
den rushed off for piano, nvr even eat at all. den after dat go cafe galilee to buy sandwhich, chiong to church. lunch finally! phew! den it was on nehemiah. =p then had worship session. was asked to intro myself. wah lau "i like to sleep.." diaoz manz! grrr... vio asked me if i wanted to come for Youth Sunday. I asked my mum, then she kept silent and toked abt me always being out and stuff. i dint know she agreed. haish.
sunday: whole day at home mugging. but i got off to a good start! lots of stuff i mugged properly. yay! but still lots of stuff to do lorz... haish
Mon: similar to sunday. lauz! i wanna go out!!! but its like... haiz... y's my life liddat ah... nth but mug mug mug, and i never seem to be able to finish mugging... get me a life!!! gee... if nt for my hp and maybe msn, my mp3, i'd prob hv turned into some stone long ago...
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Friday, July 01, 2005
@ 10:30 PM
heehee! damn long nvr blog liao. always kena "scolded" by zach for not blogging. SHHH la!!! XD fisrt wk of sch lorz. sheesh! youth wk. hmm... wat to say ah??? this wk so so lorz. i go back to sch, think can relack a lil... SO MUCH FREAKING HW!!! ASSIGNMENTS, TESTS, PRESENTATIONS!!! lauz!!! eeks!!! today wear mafti... blah blah blah... omg... its juz so sian i dun feel like blogging... here's my post:
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well, may more interesting days come la! tml onwards probably will hv la! =p
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