Wednesday, September 27, 2006
@ 8:56 PM
yesterday was i guess a pretty good day! senoko power plant was quite an eye opener. seeing singapore's biggest power generation plant in work is quite cool! and i learnt abt how commercial power is traded like stocks, how power reserves are generated in case of black out and see all the cool power plants live in action! omg...and den i went to my mum's office (juz a street away) and did some work while waiting for her to knock off. den we went causeway point to do some window shopping and makan! having private time out with ur mum is realli a great thing! we had a lot of fun and nice private chit chat times, delicious sakae sushi dinner (i can confirm now tt contrary to my mum's beliefs, sakae sushi is cheaper. we had 7 red and 7 colour plates, esprit drink and some other food and cost e same as genki when we had less!). den we had gelare ice cream! yumm! and some shopping. my mum says i'll get my shoes and clothes after my tests when i realli need it, den we'll go buy them!
came back and chiong essay. i'm feeeling drained out again... now nearly CTs le still have so many assessment components, cant study fr tests! wth...
i think e education system is getting a lil screwy.... and no its not onli e students feeling this way. my dad says his sch doesnt know wat's going on either, and my sch teachers oso not happy with sch admin and stuff... ohwell..
next week we move into our new sch building. and we get closer to rjc, and the canteen. time to boycott the dining hall!!!! not onli students agree. HAHA! stupid canteen pay so much for sucky food, and stingy some more. the cook said "eh the chicken drumlet so big give 2 onli la, not 3" in front of our faces to the cook. very big ah 7cm drumlets, a "GREAT" improvement to 6cm drumlets. -_-"
Monday, September 25, 2006
@ 8:57 PM
wah i think i blog abt yesterday first, somehow it'll definately make me feel betta.anyway i went with my family for breakfast again! like finally. feels good you know. we went to borders again and i took 4magazines to read. in e end i onli read 1. guess which is it. (no not FHM maxim or new man, i onli visit the car section) its F1! a lot of stuff in there tt totally keeps me engrossed and feel as tho i'm part of the action!! i wanna be F1 racer... but u muz start at 9 and race in europe! gargh :(
then we went for breakfast at Wisma lvl 4 foodcourt! my dad bought glutinous rice and carrot cake fr Crystal Jade express and brought it up. The quality of the rice and cake there much better den normal la! food van and dining hall seems to hv destroyed my taste buds... then we went up to the new refurbished lvl4 with a beautiful full glass window beside the main orchard road. beautiful view, nice ambience and good food! had teh beng (iced tea) and 2 eggs also. good good!
my dad and i each got crystal casings for our fones now. i kept telling my dad its for protective purposes (cos he was reluctant to buy at first) but actl main purpose is cos it looks good. makes my fone look sleek. please my fone already gt a bit of chipping off fr dropping it 20 times over... ><
oh ya den i saw the 2006 MCLAREN MERCEDES model car! Kimi!!! argh SO BEAUTIFUL!!! $69.90... i want... told my dad i wanted le.... dunno how it'll go... beautiful.... >< I WANT!!!!
btw the new power ranger zords look so.... fake and plastic... no class, no feeling of POWER RANGERS man! no wonder 50% discount oso no one buy...
i dunno how my dad knows wat church i attend. there're so many churches at queensway yet when we passed by QBC he juz slowed down and asked "u wanna go in for service anot"
"i got a choice?"
"tt's e first time u're asking"
we went for lunch.
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today:
dammit its *censored* frustrating! i practiced day and nite for one *censored* week to mug math in e hope of saving my GPA 4. i go into the math test and do well, until the last qtn! and wat part did they test tt i din realli know how to do? not integration, not differentiation, but trigo equations!!!! i'm *censored* PISSED OFF!!! makes me feel damn failure la!
-i typed a whole paragraph on something else tt made me feel bad too, but i deleted e whole chunk... juz add this quote with my fren "we are nearly there but nvr there" sigh... -
and den i look at my cousins and frens around me.
and (not for e first time), i feel like a total failure, (not in academic or wtv sense i know, if nt i'll get eggs thrown at me for daring to say this) but yea... like every part of my life's screwed up... sigh...
Saturday, September 23, 2006
@ 10:36 PM
I BLOGGED!
Friday, September 22, 2006
@ 8:37 PM
wahhh lots of stuff i keep thinking abt, budden once i dun type it down i forget le.... so i'd hv prob forgotten most of wat i wanna say >< anyway my grp gt 17/20 for tt hard slogged video! fallin ill, times at chin yang's hse and stuff, i muz say its one of e few projects i've enjoyed this yr! thnx to e nature of e project and the fun fun characters of mingxue boyi wenjun and chingyang! thnx guys! but wah lau we could hv gotten 19. aguss minused 2 marks (10%) for the video being long! wtf larh we spent SO MUCH time and effort on it if its long then let it be larh wah lau, or minus 1 mark. mins TWO leh! 10%... basket... now i need a 66% for CT to get GPA 4 for SS! i'm aiming for SS bio and math GPA4s. hopefully can get... aguss went to show all his classes our video larh crap! i was half naked in there acting as a cheeko in massage parlour... CRAP!!!! ARGH #*(%#(*&%*(# sacrifice... =(chinese prelims was quite ok, hopefully i get higher marks for this... hopeful hopeful. i was at orchard mrt waiting for a bus, den this woman was shouting at her kids "i was at metro, den call u all come down dun want, den maria call me tell me u all watch porn movie at home! wat is this?!!!" omg i din know whether to be shocked at their tender age watching porn or laugh at the mere drama of it all...
SIA pilots today during their talk told me i cant be pilot due to my colour deficiency... wah lau!!!!!! this is prob e onli dream i hv for caree!!! (other den F1 racer or pop piper) BOO... ><>< the mechanical engineer was damn funny.
"we dun earn as much as lawyers, but at least we know what we do benefit e ppl!"
"wat's e prob with nissans? i'm a mechanical engineer and i love to look under e bonnet. but i drive it to work, drive back, work the spark plug and engine millions of times... and it works! wat's e prob with nissan?!"
" without engineering, ur stealth plane can do nth, and this is the only offensive move you can make. (he pointed the middle finger)"
gosh ang mohs are fun!
i think i've too big an ego that's so blardy fragile and unreasonably irritating... and my post as a BM prob helped to protect tt ego. no. i muz improve. poke me ppl, poke me. but den again, i dun wanna get pissed at u all or sth fr tt... see my big ego? damn. ><
mug mug mug. mug mug mug. mugging all the way (reminds me of the "christmas song" i made out of mugging last yr)
STAY HAPPY EVERYONE =)
Sunday, September 17, 2006
@ 11:54 PM
sometimes i feel so alone, so helpless, a vegabond lost in his childhood city... sigh... wat's with me today. this is bad.
Dreamin' @ 11:28 PM
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow,
I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you(Yes, I do)
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me Ahhh...
I can't stop dreaming of you Ahhh...
I can't stop dreamin...
@ 7:08 PM
these 2 days i think hv been relatively fruitful. mugging a lot of chinese. i'm still behind schedule tho. sigh... i feel satisfied at productivity, but scared of the exams. =( gogogo!i get those occasional blues... the non-cca/non-family/non-frens/non-work blues... sigh... gets a bit more drastic with the tremendous stress i face nowadays...
went to newton food centre with my family for late night supper last nite... the food's good, ambience good too! i love it! :)
and i washed my car for the first time in my life. its like polishing ur uniform. its tedious, but i enjoy this manual work, and the satisfaction when u finally finish and get a beautiful new-looking car (its a new car anyway) or bb uniform. whee!!!
and i got new speakers for my comp. my monitor can wait for another month. it cost onli $19.90, so i cant complain much abt e quality beside my bose sounddock... xD
my mum says the 4 leafclover realli brings luck. she's struck 4D again... i hope my 4 leaf clover brings me luck in my own ways... ^^
@ 12:40 AM
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
@ 7:19 PM
well on request (erhem my tagboard xD) and upon some reflections i've decided to blog today... there's so many things i wanna talk about but new tots keep coming in and i cant reali remember wat i wanna say... oh yea my french 75. 1 GPA 3.6 confirmed. aiming for a few 4s like SS and Bio. =) i'm taking PMEH and a good decision too. Phy Math will gimme the entrance to the uni courses i'm prob taking: engineering or business. without chem or bio i cant take bio and chem engineering, sciences, medicine and sth else. none i'm interested. econs will help too. and history. my <3. why? i'm not very... strong in history, but its interesting, and mrs neoh over these 2 days, thru bio-terror, has taught me very impt lessons.she told us "guys, there's a reason why geog lit and history are called humanities subjects. because it deals with humanity. when we deal with history, its not onli abt facts, its about lessons learnt. look at wat the nazis did. do we wanna repeat it again? do u think with onli sciences u can be a respectable scientist? no. scientists without ethics, like we have seen, makes no contribution nor progress to society. here in history, lit or geog, we teach u lifeskills. humanity. they may seem invalubale for making big bucks, and yea i tell u if u wanna make big bucks, history isnt the thing. but that's not the point. the point is we educate you, not teach you." -13h sept.
today, after she told us about sth that happened in RJC, she told us "hey guys, the point about education here is that we gotta learn to pick up from mistakes. c'mon we all fail. i dun expect you guys to do perfectly for every assignment. we fail. but more importantly, we get up, learn, and MOVE ON. no matter wat happens, life goes on. and u're not alone. if u feel stressed out, cant take it anymore, juz grab anyone u can and talk to him/her! dun keep stuff to urself... dictators nvr always make correct decisions, a panel of advisors and ministers helping does. don't worry, nvr give up. get help"
mr. soo. mrs neoh. mr wong. my 4 yrs history teachers. all i can grp under those who are knowledgable, interesting, and those who have strong characters. good hearts. i respect you teachers man. hormat kahadapan hormat!
i juz read e newspaper. some student who couldnt afford to pay sch fees stole, and got 7yrs in jail and 24strokes of the cane. he deserves the punishment yes, but does he realli deserve 24strokes and 7yrs? he's a freshman c'mon. he had no money to pay, and the reasons behind may be so complicated, can't there be some leeway or sth? 7yrs is gonna destroy his future. 24strokes a scar for life, physically and mentally. i dun agree with this man.
my 19inch monitor and comp speakers both died on me... now using 15inch acer and my iPod earphones. sigh... gotta get new monitor and earphones. and comex juz ended. geeez....
today was kinda in a sucky mood... so many late nites and all the work piling up, and hormonal inbalance again i guess... ohwell... ><
Saturday, September 09, 2006
@ 9:22 PM
my dad cheered. then i cheered. then my dad cheered. but i had the final cheer as kimi raikkonen swept the pole position, 0.002 seconds faster than michael schumacher. YEA MAN!!! omg this is like the sweetest way to gain pole pos larh. final sec, a mere 0.002 sec in front of your opponent, who's pressured to wow his team's home crowd. i hope he wins the race tml. no more of the vitantonio liuzzi crap. McLaren's first win this season. c'mon guys! gargh i can't watch e race tml, will be at shinhwa concert... sigh... =(Go Go McLaren Mercedes!
oh yea, congrats to the BQ team! 2nd pos is a good result! prouda u guys man! =)
@ 12:59 AM
I MUST UNGLUE MYSELF FROM THE COMP... AND F1! ><
Thursday, September 07, 2006
@ 8:14 PM
this hols has been sufficiently interesting, but definately too short... monday mug, tues band. wed went out with mich. wah we supposed to shop... but talk talk talk talk talk walk walk walk walk walk yea hardly shopped. got lots of stuff i wanna buy but wait for my dad :D mich brought me to chijmes. which is TOTALLY BEAUTIFUL! (see pic on top) its like u enter the magical world of Harry Potter. outside's juz the bustling city, but inside is so serene, so beautiful, so ahhh... ^^ oh yea, we had iced mocha frappucino at starbucks! wahhhhhhh haven... den we went raffles city, whose revamped basement is simply awesome... gives the modern metropolitan, yet laid-back easy pace-of-life feling... we finally decided dinner at genki sushi cos i wanted sushi and newyork newyork was overcrowded. the food was fresh and good! but the price no... i bombed everything... sigh... my choice... and hokkaido green tea ice cream! it feels weird at first, but ends off on a totally beautiful note! yummm... t'was good! but too lil time... xD
today... woke up with diahorrea... took 3 diahorrea pills (those i had 1 mth back) to get myself back... couldnt go for project meeting cos i was in e toilet most of e time... omg... >< but i still refuse to believe its got anythin to do with genki. its food was FRESH! yea then after tt kayaking with chennie. i was kinda tired after so much er... exertion in the morning. so yea i admit i was a lil stone... but yea after a while i guess it got better? there was wind and sun today... perfect kayaking conditions. (when i mean kayaking i mean 20min paddling 1hr40min lazing, talking and floating) yupp! and guess wat. I BROKE MY PULL UP RECORD! ever since injuring my arm 1+yrs back, i havent been progressing much. today, in a spur of the moment, i did 12 pull ups! woot! subsequently i could onli manage 4 x 4 tho, but after bathing i did a 9 pull up stint. yay!
we den went for dinner (onli chennie eat. i no money) at marina. secret recipe, smack beside genki. xD/>< wah the irish lamb stew smelled and tasted (yea i helped a lil) delicious! not bad not bad!
ohwell better get back to lord of the flies. 7yr olds killing a 7yr old isnt very... appetizing....
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
@ 1:38 PM
my incomplete shogun megazord... cant find e rest of e pieces... =(
the awesome and commanding white tiger megazord! and the tor-like turtle-dinosaur thing... (dunno when it came about...)
my ALL-TIME FAVOURITE!!! gogo power rangers!!! titanus (green ranger's zord) and Tor! (the huge turtle)
my "group foto"! xD the last zord i hv in there + all the other spares, like the white falcon (in the power rangers movie) which few were able to land their hands on!
the green ranger's flute and white ranger's er... sword!!! woohooo! i oso hv the red pink yellow blue black rangers' sword bow dagger spear axe, but not as commanding as this lar!
ok i was feeling a lil cranky this morning, and a lil childish, and therefore, i removed all the cars from the back of my bed, and uncovered my lil box of treasures.... ALL MY POWER RANGER TOYS!!!! last time each zord cost $89.90 (nowadays it costs $100) and + all the other thousands of accessories that i can't find now... and the swords flutes wtv... if i sold my whole collection on Ebay now i dunno how much it'll cost larh! but no way, i'm keeping it. anyone wanna come my hse to play with them? i know longkuan does... and he can bring his ninja megazords and stuff! POWER!!! =))
Monday, September 04, 2006
@ 9:34 PM
saw mrs toh (HPPS discipline mistress) at ghim moh yesterday with her hubby... no more spaghetti hair haha xD but still look like last time.today woke up at 2pm. cos i slept at 4am discussing with charis wat course to go for and which uni to go for (cos she been thru uni le so shd ask her) she tells me im e first to say NTU is hip... and i saw a double degree engineering and business... but its 5yrs! gee how... engineering or businesss.... >< NUS NTU or overseas? (unlikely)
did integration and went swimming and tanning today. felt great man (the latter) veh relaxing! now still doig integration. math makes me fear it b4hand, den sometimes enjoy it or hate it larh ><
heard steve irwin died... geee... nice guy lar... den my mum bought stingray home for dinner... she said "revenge" xD yumm! and sotong oso... fr marsiling. woot! $10 so much stingray. good good!
i'm gonna enjoy tml and wed yay! ^^ hopefully thurs too! unless work overwhelms me... =(
Saturday, September 02, 2006
@ 2:04 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRQ4TmlpRgohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKCP9lNpjPc
OMG POWER RANGERS!!! AHHHHHHH MY CHILDHOOD!!! when i saw this i was smiling ear to ear larh! the zords, the morphing and all the stuff... WHEE! and btw i din know kimberly was SO CHIO... omg... ok nvm. AHH TOMMY GREEN RANGER!!!! all my zords and stuff....
ok yea i'm up till 2am.. watching this.... ahh the memories!!!! <3