Friday, December 10, 2004
Environment plays a big role in life @ 11:16 AM
ya, all of u'd probably know it, understand it, but hardly anyone knows how to tackle it. most of us juz let our environment shape our character, our being, our emotions, our life. thus the attitude of all of us. Some are humorous, some temperemental, some patient, some buaya, some bo chap and so on and so forth... This if a fact, however much people try to change it.
I realise that my mood is always affected by the environment i'm in. whenever i'm tired, stressed, or basically having spent a long time at the hectic CBD of Singapore, i do get short-tempered and kinda temperemental. but i realise that my temper has improved dramatically over the last few weeks. i feel relaxed, refreshed, not so fiery and not so bad, basically. aint shouted at a person during soccer for quite a while (yeah! juz wat i wanted), aint downcast, aint temperemental. i think its thanx to the Aussies and the NCO retreat. total relaxation, away from the daily routine we're always submerged in, where everything's about 1+1=2 and not 1+1=2 or 1+1=11 OR 1+1= window kinda life. looking back, i finally understand wat living life to the fullest means. it means try to look at something from different perspectives, live everyday differently and enjoy the social life u hv. that's wat i'm trying to do.
dat's wat i'll do. i wun let a daily routine, the tying down of the realities of the 21st century (like money, fame, power etc) tie me down. i wun let emotional mishaps (like sadness, anger, jealousy) destroy any day of my life. i'm gonna let the ultimate experience of life embrace me, fill me, and bring me thru the rest of my life. and by doing so, i pray to our Father in heaven that it'll be so, and i'll be able to live my life in harmony, with all the friends and brothers i have, in enjoyment in whatever i may do, and tide over all the obstacles misleading me. Amen
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