Thursday, July 28, 2005
@ 8:23 PM
today... reall tiring! dis morn was smsing jie to encourage her on her maths test, den happy happy. when i stepped into class, "Eh, got mug for bio test anot?" "HUH?! WAT BIO TEST?" "ok. not bio test. bio QUIZ." OH SHYT! mug mug mug! but for past few days i've been sleeping at 1+am everyday, so damn shag. during chinese juz fell asleep... while mugging bio... anyway, the test was quite ok larz. luckily i remembered the position of the xylem and phloem in diff parts of cell! it was damn tricky. in fact, if u get 1qtn wrong, chances are u get a few others wrong too coz its the same kinda qtn! phew! heng ah! jie muz hv given me luck as well as i gave her. lauz! now den know she's maths pro. XD den subsequently, all lessons i was half sleeping away... gee... drained...
maths test: 23. WTH. so many careless mistakes! in fact, i'd hv gotten full marks if not for them!!! #$*#(&$(# den CLE on blogging. like wth. knowledge blogging, y shdnt blog. FREAK. HERE I AM BLOGGING. C'MON. CATCH ME FOR BLOGGING! XD
anyway, BQ is juz in 2days' time. and i left earli coz i had to go for piano lesson. on the way, received sms fr zach dat onli 3 passed the nehemiah quiz... and i'm toking PASSED. 48hrs to BQ. wat are they gonna do abt it??? gee! i think i may cry on BQ day... and i promised i wun cry coz everyone
HAVE PUT IN THEIR BEST EFFORT. i cant doubt it, but from the results...
piano was the last straw for today... by the time i was going for piano, wuz oredy drained of energy... mentally and physically... been veh taxing these few days. BQ, hw, piano, band, socially... dunno larz. juz now when walking abck home, i was juz dragging my feet along... OHOHOH! my mp3 juz now kena jammed. could onli play one song all the time. guess wat? FIREFLY!!! LMAO! but i din get sick of it. i juz couldnt! its too darn nice!
ADDICTED!!! Gah! JIE! ur fault kay! make me addicted to the song... XDXDXD
back to pt... i dunno. 3mths training? cant pass nehemiah test? think zach joking around with u guys? i havent repraimanded u ppl (not all. some doing veh well) for the lack of focus and attitude coz mr gan and ppl think its best to motivate! but... 2days b4 BQ and this kinda shyt? cant even PASS? wtshyt? vengeance for BQ 2004? dan gu gu liddat! i'll make it clear to some ppl in the BQ team that
I'M PISSED. VERY PISSED. wake up ur ideas!!! i cant hide this fact any longer. i cant be a goody two shoes and tell u all "sayang sayang. nvm. work harder kay?" everytime! take ur freaking initiative if u realli wanted to join BQ and excel for the company. i MEAN THE COMPANY. AND GOD. freak it. sorry, i'm feeling stressed and pissed and negative at this pt of time. but. SHYT MAN. we can forget abt 2hr lan free liddat.
we are weak. we have been weakened.
O GOD, STRENGTHEN OUR HANDS...
he left a mark
