Saturday, August 13, 2005
@ 4:46 PM
i'm absolutely DISAPPOINTED. and DISGUSTED. yea. not at every of em. definately not the seniors. but with our batch, some of us. including myself too.
i knew tt stg was gonna go "wrong" after that bang on e head at S.P where i bled. din feel good at all. i was like "WTH". and WTH it is.
2 nites ago, yiquan called me up. usher till
5pm for Founders. it wasnt an order, but a question. i said "yes". so did 9 others. today, we went ushering. at 3pm, we were asked to do another ushering job till 6pm. yea, 6pm is too much. we were told onli 5pm. at 3.40, some of us asked to leave. why? "told my parents needa be back by 5pm. ok, reasonable. CCT on monday (not true for all)" ok. din leave a good image behind for Mr. Tay. not good at all. fine. we could leave. after tt, they were discussing "OH, ushering nth to do wat!" Mr. Tay specifically said there was stg to do later. 1) we agreed on ushering, so nth to do is not acceptable coz we cant expect to be bz every moment of being there. 2) we lied. these 2 words speak for itself 3) we were not obliged. we agreed. Integrity
fine. leave. after changing out, came out. "ayah, take cab to Tekkah Mall la". LAN. so we wanna lie to e officers and we go LAN? 5pm we said to officers. 4pm le. not even enuff time to get there and back. ok. we may not hv lanned in e end, but the main intention was there.
so this is e kind of leadership batch 60th's gonna get for e next yr la. not everyone, but some in core leadership gonna be liddat la. this is e kind of example we gonna set to the juniors and expect them to follow la?
our batch PWNZ? our batch rox? ok, for the fun side it realli does. for leadership? The Boys' Brigade's 2 pillars: Christian Education and DISCIPLINE. wat, we gonna be hypocrites? be like pharisees? tell them this tell them that and we dun do? how we gonna command respect? how we gonna lead? how we expect the company to soar higher? wat have we learnt in Bible Quiz? the main thing was NOT to win. it was to LEARN. Have we? this answers everyone's question. ARE WE READY TO WIN?
i look at my blog name and header today. i feel... upset...
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