Thursday, August 18, 2005
@ 10:00 PM
lol! i've "shrunk" to 171cm in the PE height measuring scale. damn weird lorz, i'm measurin 172 at home and tt thing is 2cm short. wth. but i've lost more weight! 59kg now. last time measured was 62. hopefully its loss of fats, and not some weird disease. xD
CLE lesson today was quite meaningful. I've realised tt tho Mrs. Yau yaks a lot, wat she says makes a whole lot of sense. (i think i'm one of e few in class who bothered to listen). wat she says is how my parents hv brought me up and i think tt its realli realli helped mould me in a way. and i reali reali think tt its true dat our school's disciplinary standard has dropped a whole darn lot. I think its due to this simple fact that we students can onli give 100%. we cant give 100% to everything. CCA increasing in weightage, lotsa extra hw, pts, etc etc. its gonna drive home a message tt academics is of utmost impt, which is nt true. and that increase in CCA weightage has to result in a slight academic impt decrease. when everyone everywhere expects 100% outta us, there's bound to be times where we cant perform up to a certain standard. In our school's case, character is the "unlucky" one. i think the sch realli needs to do stg abt this... havent tried speaking to any authority abt it yet...
anyway, sometimes i juz feel tt maybe our parents dun understand us well enuff... its like, i was rushign home for 3rd lang, had to quickly change out and rush off for piano exam. totally out of breath and in a hurry. dad at home. i asked him to please help me close the door. "U NO KEY MEH?!" den i was like -_-", "ok nvm, i'll close myself". den later come back fr piano, "WAT ATTITUDE IS THIS? I DUN NEED REST MEH? I LIE DOWN TO TAKE A BREAK U ASK ME DO THIS DO TT". ALAMAK! he was like taking a break and i'm rushing my arse off to commit to all the stuff. ocme back shag like siao still gotta mug and stuff and get this kinda "welcome home" treatment.... (helps illustrate my above pt of 100% doesn't it) argh...
anyway, piano was good! lauz, see my frens 135/150 for grade 8! darn pro!
First piece: i need to bring in the mood. somehow i'm lacking it
2nd piece: the neatness. i'm still tripping over notes a lil. but mood rox
3rd piece: my forte. wat can i say? xD
and b4 i rush off to do hw, i was watching this 9pm show. this 2 strangers meet. 2 diff characters. start liking each other. the guy's a vengabond. 3rd day, "like" each other so much they made love. next morn, this guy tells e ger "i have to leave to find more inspiration elsewhere, maybe i'll be back. but u'll always be in my heart". ger smiles, says "byebye". i say bullshyt. please la! wth! 3days den like each other. den make love. den go away? and still say u'll come back? wat kinda love is this? alamak...
je vous attendrai, parce que c'est vous. c'est votre sourire qui fait mon jour. c'est votre voix qui rend mes rêves doux. c'est votre contact qui fond mon coeur. c'est vous. sans doute. ((=
352 days!
he left a mark
