Thursday, September 29, 2005
@ 7:28 PM
"as we move on, we remember, all the times we had together. and as our lives change, come wateva, we will still be, frens 4eva..." -Graduation Song by Vitamin Cwas juz looking thru the various songs i had, many that i havent listened to ages. i changed abt 1/4 of my mp3 songs... all the memories yet again flood back... "Absolutely Everybody" reminds me of KKMC, Graduation Song of my last day in P6... its like a big chunk of memory stored in a 4mb mp3 file. a big chunk of memory, onli that its filled with emotions and feelings... reminders of how much i've changed, how much everyone's changed... i remember SDP Ferrari... i remember East Coast park 6A outing, i remember the recesses i always had with Andre and/or Leonard. I remember those times i was a fat nerdy boy, the times i spent every weekend with xinmiao, xintian and zhe yuan at zhe yuan's hse... the times we had such great fun playing simple games, having simple dinners... those feelings of joy, the warmth of family and frens, the days i had at clarke quay and diamaru liang court. the days i lived in bishan, the times i blindly tried to jio a ger, the times when all tt mattered to me was my academics... the days...
how so much has changed... no longer are my best friends still my best frens... i onli keep in contact with a few of them. i no longer tuck in my shirt, no longer fat, no longer live in bishan, no longer spend weekends with all my couzzies, no longer have SDP, no more family-oriented clarke quay, no longer think of academics as one of my very top priorities (not veh good)... we've gone our seperate ways, met new ppl, met new environments, met new priorities, met new duties... gone are the days, gone are the days... should i be happy or sad??? life isnt a road. its juz this vast emptiness in front of u. you can change the direction of the path u wanna take anytime, anywhere. the onli place u cant turn is back... no turning back... will i be typing the same post a few years later, looking back at the times i'm having now? relishing it? laughing and crying over wat i'm doing now? je ne sais pas... la vie est court... l'apprécient quand vous toujours bidon... haha omg, i'm getting all emotional again...
ahh! i finally understand y i love nights so much... when i was young, all my memorable outings with zhe yuan, to clarke quay, to my fav places were all at nite, or returning at nite... i guess childhood can realli define how a person becomes? no matter how much i've changed, there's this part of me i'll never ever lose... =P
309jours! ((((((=
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