Monday, September 19, 2005
@ 8:12 PM
haish... i've juz used up both my strawberry body wash and facial wash... all the sweetness... all gone... all gone... juz like the good ole days of BB which i used to enjoy... the fun? the childishness? the times where i din have to care much abt how i behaved, how i used to behave, how i have to behave, how to care for others? maturity? now... its different manz, its different. When i was playing fire and ice with squad 4 and 5 juz now, it juz felt so great. it was like, i'm among the peeps, enjoying the fun, enjoying the laughter with them. it juz felt so great! tho it was onli a short 3min, it was like the most fun i've had in ages... haish... :'(
and darn, i wish, i realli wish i hadnt taken history sometimes... geography may have suited me so much more... gosh, i cant analyze for nuts. i dunno wat they want to consider a good essay, a good mind map, 1 with insight, 1 with analytical skills shown... physical geog was so fun! desribing how stacks were formed, explaining the plate tectonics, the diff parts of a river... it was so... beautiful? yea, understanding the past is fun, but... i dunno... i'm more for memorizing stuff? i'm not a critical thinker? my marks in history sux like dunno wat now? je ne sais pas... je suis très confus... quelqu'un apporte-moi hors de l'obscurité... s'il vous plait...
dang. another weirdo emotional post. shouldn't listen to emotional music while writing blog posts...
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