Monday, April 03, 2006
@ 8:35 PM
phew today... trigo test went ok! yay!! i juz din do a 2mark qtn but the rest i'm more or less assured. its realli heaving a BIG BIG sigh of relief! thank God! :) and i muz say... today actualli i tot a bt lots of things. anyway, today no BB, so i actualli got to go home at 3.15. the feeling is SO GOOD MAN! come home, can sleep 1hr. den go do stair training 2x25 den go jog 6km, den do sets. SHUANG. tho stair training kinda killed me. i guess i'm juz undertrained larh. wanna get my physique back. ^^
then i was actualli watching this 7o'clock show. i find law very cruel. cos its based on logic and not emotion. i'm actualli an emotional person. the way they use logic and override emotion and stuff... i juz find it realli cruel and against conscience larh. i'm never gonna enter law. its realli not for me. i dun realli wanna be witty, cos somehow it seems to turn oneself cold-hearted. that poor girl... being bombed by the stupid lawyer till emo breakdown liao the lawyer like still dun care, juz care abt winning e case and like... ARGH tabuleh tahan...
and then after tt doig chinese hw. i find tt... i reali love language. language and music. its reallli ways of expressing oneself. its juz tt e way e chinese dept, or in fact, many organisations in singapre, operates is such tt they think we're more lazy rather den enjoying the subject or sth. den juz bomb us. it reallli drains the life and interest outta us, and i guess it realli backfires. i realli enjoyed this topic on 失根的兰花 (rootless flower) wateva. yea. it realli brings out the beauty of e language and emotion. its juz tt now cos of 2yrs that i hated chinese cos of e way my school taught it, i'm very weak at e subject, e onli subject tt realli makes me a chinese, and of e subject i kinda like... language and music is very beautiful... they connect ppl. they have the strong ability to bring ppl together. the strong ability to express, to touch one's heart.
the hardest part of life definately is the living part. but then again, the simplest part of life is the living part too... do we wanna look at a glass as half filled with water or half empty? i dunno. one moment i'm looking at life as simple, another moment as difficult.
man i'm going all emo again... >.<
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