Thursday, May 11, 2006
@ 9:15 PM
got back my results. GPA 4s all GONE. all 3.6, either low or high 3.6. I dun feel angry, sad, nor pissed at myself, cos somehow this time i realli know i put in my best effort for e CTs, yet i feel this sinking feeling of regret over my results, which could hv been better given the lvl of difficulty for the papers, except chem. sheesh i hope this time i'm realli goig back to God and that i'll really be able to place my life into His hands... sometimes i kinda know He's here, but sometimes i dun feel it. must get back to Him. must.
Anyway chionging now. suddenly got mugging motivation again. couldnt lift my pen for french 2days ago but now CHIONG AH. gonna chiong RE and math pt. i can do it and i MUST do it.
he left a mark
