Thursday, May 04, 2006
@ 10:16 PM
to be truthful, i'm getting real scared of history. i dunno, i seem to know, i seem not to know. i think my assignment was written like crap the marks are like crap. when i think i did a good job outta it it still comes out like crap. they keep telling us L4 L5 this that this that but i aint got no f***ing clue. so now i'm scared to touch it. math is different. its exciting. this is... purely scared. yea. scared. SCARED.
tml its over. juz some tests. that we treat like exams that makes our f***ed up lives even worse. and after tt? math pt. french mid yrs. bb stuff to handle. my june hols seem to be sliding away from my hand. as expected. yet another fantasy to motivate me to carry on by looking at a "beautiful" june hols where i can go hang out with frens, party, go resort or sth with family. knn.
tml after tests. alone. g0 swimming alone. how sian.
i juz read kevin's blog. damn nice guy larh he. who buys a cake on friday and writes Happy Friday and shares e joy? and who thinks of nice creative ways of punishment to realli make ppl learn? he's realli damn champion. damn nice guy...
why am i feeling so crappy on thurs nite? one more day 2 papers onli wat...
he left a mark
