Wednesday, June 14, 2006
lamentations @ 8:49 PM
nice bose. everyone says so. i agree haha! hey it was $499, not cheap. and the quality... well its a BOSE wat u expect man? the name speaks for itself. ohwells. yesterday was fun! tho YOU made me wait for 35min still call me AUNTIE erhem... but it was a nice day out! =) and as i said, i realli muz thank my mum for bringing me out shopping constantly when i was young. now i can shop anywhere, anytime, anywho, anyhow. =D and yea the bose. but tt's enuff abt it.
last nite wasnt a good nite. my body juz totally refused to shut off from all the tots i had. it was torture. simply. i prayed. sometimes i realli realli wonder why God makes me suffer liddat... i realli find it utter torture and utter crap... i guess a few of you can guess wat i'm talking abt, tho i'm not gonna say anything. experience has taught me valuable lessons. i look aroudn me, and its like "why me man, why. why am i destined to slog so much. yea i do get my material needs, but ultimately tt's not wat i realli yearn for..." i wanna juz blog abt it and type it all out, but i know there're ppl reading this blog, ppl i dun want to see this. ohwells.
"If Only" -HoobastankI thought it wasn't wrong,To hide from you,Simple truth.I was scared,I felt it all along,But it hurt to much for me, to share.If only I, had been less blind.I'd have someone to hold on to.IF only I, could change your mind,If only I had known, If only I had you...Finally understand,Why things have happened, (never did)And how it all could go so wrong.Will this pain ever end?'cause I don't think I can carry on.If only I, had been less blind.I'd have someone to hold on to.If only I, could change your mind,If only I had known, If only I had you...If only I had you!..If only I had you!..If only I, had been less blind.I'd have someone to hold on to.If only I, could have spoke my mind,If only it were true, We could start brand-new (there isn't even a start)I know I'll make it throughIf only I had you!..If only I had you!..If only I had you!..haish. tt lucky bastard. seriously. hella lucky. hella happy too i can imagine. wtf is my problem i dunno. all i know is this sucks. to high haven. i muz have been born to suffer inside... oh hell...
longkuan... why are u at church camp... bro i miss you... so much i wanna talk to u abt... ><
he left a mark
