Monday, September 25, 2006
@ 8:57 PM
wah i think i blog abt yesterday first, somehow it'll definately make me feel betta.
anyway i went with my family for breakfast again! like finally. feels good you know. we went to borders again and i took 4magazines to read. in e end i onli read 1. guess which is it. (no not FHM maxim or new man, i onli visit the car section) its F1! a lot of stuff in there tt totally keeps me engrossed and feel as tho i'm part of the action!! i wanna be F1 racer... but u muz start at 9 and race in europe! gargh :(
then we went for breakfast at Wisma lvl 4 foodcourt! my dad bought glutinous rice and carrot cake fr Crystal Jade express and brought it up. The quality of the rice and cake there much better den normal la! food van and dining hall seems to hv destroyed my taste buds... then we went up to the new refurbished lvl4 with a beautiful full glass window beside the main orchard road. beautiful view, nice ambience and good food! had teh beng (iced tea) and 2 eggs also. good good!
my dad and i each got crystal casings for our fones now. i kept telling my dad its for protective purposes (cos he was reluctant to buy at first) but actl main purpose is cos it looks good. makes my fone look sleek. please my fone already gt a bit of chipping off fr dropping it 20 times over... ><
oh ya den i saw the 2006 MCLAREN MERCEDES model car! Kimi!!! argh SO BEAUTIFUL!!! $69.90... i want... told my dad i wanted le.... dunno how it'll go... beautiful.... >< I WANT!!!!
btw the new power ranger zords look so.... fake and plastic... no class, no feeling of POWER RANGERS man! no wonder 50% discount oso no one buy...
i dunno how my dad knows wat church i attend. there're so many churches at queensway yet when we passed by QBC he juz slowed down and asked "u wanna go in for service anot"
"i got a choice?"
"tt's e first time u're asking"
we went for lunch.
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today:
dammit its *censored* frustrating! i practiced day and nite for one *censored* week to mug math in e hope of saving my GPA 4. i go into the math test and do well, until the last qtn! and wat part did they test tt i din realli know how to do? not integration, not differentiation, but trigo equations!!!! i'm *censored* PISSED OFF!!! makes me feel damn failure la!
f*** *censored* i was feeling seriously dejected after the test...
-i typed a whole paragraph on something else tt made me feel bad too, but i deleted e whole chunk... juz add this quote with my fren "we are nearly there but nvr there" sigh... -
and den i look at my cousins and frens around me.
and (not for e first time), i feel like a total failure, (not in academic or wtv sense i know, if nt i'll get eggs thrown at me for daring to say this) but yea... like every part of my life's screwed up... sigh...
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