Sunday, November 05, 2006
@ 10:20 PM
yesterday's sermon was very very enlightening... abt pride vs love. pride is abt doing sth in e hope of gaining 4 urself. love is abt doig e same thing, but in e hope of helping others. and there was the thing abt perception on doing sth that may be right. "nothing in this world is wrong. its jus how its done, how u view it" if God says its wrong, dont argue. u'll always be able to argue and convince urself to do otherwise, onli to harm urself. there's no gray area. everything's black and white. don't think anymore. love others. love urself. it was enlightening. very enlightening.
anyway today bought new monitor and new speakers! the monitor is VERY wide! goodness good for playing games, but good for giving headaches too i think xD the speakers can change colour somemore. its blue now, but i got the pink casing xD then ther was this girl (older den me) who had a very short skirt and wore very low. den she bent over in delifrance. my dad commented "i think her panties bigger den her skirt" HAHA.
then later he wanna order garlic bread, den he wanted it toasted or sth then he combined into one word "garlic black" omg la xD
suddenly i feel so alone, so weird, so stressed for nth. is it cos there's nth to do? or is it cos i'm supposed to study french and phy over e hols? clear up my rm? why liddat? i dun wanna be so driven...
and suddenly the other tots juz pop in. who else? SHE la... ohwell ohwell... or the whoever she its gonna be... i shdnt be thinking of it at all. why am i still trapped? sigh...
he left a mark
