Monday, March 12, 2007
@ 12:35 AM
Sprained my ankle today. Was on a run from tanah merah to simei. Sighhh… I dunno la, I think li ao is really rite abt me, I’m stupid. I’m spending my whole life chasing after things blindly and not being me. The pressure of the society is so great, and I’m blindy chasing. I can’t be me. I can’t be who I wanna be… why am I exercising so hard, killing my body bit by bit? Why do I care so much abt my Chinese C5? Why can’t I enjoy myself more? Why can’t I relax? Why why why?!
And I can’t blog. I cant access my blog. My frens can. I can’t. wth?
Primer orientation camp was fun, dragon-boating was fun. I wish I were back there.
I go to gatherings bringing my books to mug. Wth?
And I just cant stop thinking of you. Yes I’m thinking of you the whole time. U nvr realized it, and even if u do, it’ll juz bring me pain. PAIN.
Yes pain.
I’m the ONLY casualty for mock AQ. If my knee doesn’t recover in time… I’m gonna pull down the whole open team. Nice tot. nice…
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