Friday, March 16, 2007
@ 9:01 PM
(this post is R21)
i cant log in to my email, cant log in to my msn, can't access my blogger from my other comp. i cant log in nor sign in to my email and msn with this comp either.
i woke up from my nap, refreshed and wanting to start work. but NO. this 19inch piece of junk has to screw up on me. GOOD. NORTON AND MICROSOFT. GOOD. SCREW UP MY LIFE. YOU GOOD. YOU WIN. HAPPY?!
i'm keeping my nerves calm, trying to find a way to finish my work, trying to find a way to handle, oversee and run BOTH AQ and enrolment service. few ppl are co-operating, few things are getting done, my hw is in the dumps. till now i still havent gotten a single piece of work done. i have half a mind to start turning berserk. i have half a mind to summon the gorilla within me and wreak havoc, the onli thing stopping me is that i'll get 10sec of relief and 2hrs of torment after.
everyone expects the best from me. every aspect of life. i cant make a single mistake. a C5 in chinese, BOOM. a slight mistake in the proposal. BOOM. my holidays? ppl ask me to chill out and relax? screw man screw! i nvr had a holiday since sec1!
technology's laughing at me now. satan prob is too. i'm losing grip of myself... losing grip on everything in life... things are juz starting to get bleaker and bleaker. its juz the first 3 mths. i dunno how i'm gonna survive the next 1.5yrs, if i ever survive...
he left a mark
