Friday, April 06, 2007
welcome to RJC @ 4:55 PM
hehe i can blog again! i juz deleted history den can blog le. maybe this works? shrugs... haha
anyway, these few days have been... weird. since AQ's ended i've been eating and eating non-stop. as in SERIOUSLY. eat eat eat eat eat. and it doesnt help tt my leg's stil recovering. and now its kinda recovered i dio cold. shat. nvm i shall still go jog later. musnt let my phenomenal (relative to my normal) stamina go down e drain. somemore i've onli been training long distance and not short distance, need to build up on short distance bursts, be NAPFA, which is like next week onli?
i find this blog irritating sometimes la. i very emo and all neeeda blog to vent tt time cant type. now i dun realli need it juz checking if it works den it works. crap la haha. been feeling slightly emo these few days. my frens oso. a lot of em been pouring out their troubles. ppl are getting sick, ppl are getting stressed. cca season stepping in and all. stay strong ppl, stay strong! i'll be here for whoever needs a listening ear as much as i can ahha =)
emo... jealousy... hehe dont u ppl feel sometimes tt ur body's hormones and emotions sometimes work against logic and reasoning? i cant say more at this juncture but yea its been happening to me. and i've talked to frens. and they say its normal. but crap its very irritating. and its misleading (to myself). it doesnt help tt emotions do work strongly on me and affect my ability to work, so whenever i'm emo, tho i'm awake and ready to work, i cant. cos i'm so affected by it i cant think straight and i cant summon the energy to lift up my pen. and there goes my 1 or 2hr breaks, which are there cos French is 5-7 so i reach home like 8+pm everyday, thus its actl my study breaks.
and sharyn's rite. RJC is crazy. all our tests and all are AFTER holidays. the meaning of holidays, according to the Oxford dictionary, is "
leisure time away from work devoted to rest or pleasure" remember. AWAY FROM WORK DEVOTED TO REST. now which part of it tells RJC that its used for studying? its totally contradictory! during assembly the whoever whoever (nt like i care) had this ppt on our CTs, and last point was "make use of ur june hols well to study". nabei. piss me (and sharyn) off nia.
today supposed to go out shopping with my dad. cannot. why? study. study. study. some stuff i dun understand, bo bian. argh. go do work liao. its getting real confusing. so much stuff, i dun understand, jump here jump there. den now it seems as tho i've done work, but there's still e same amount of work yet to be done. sighhhh...
and there's been a lot of ppl telling me "hey, u no gf meh? i dun believe". i smile at them, but inside me, i give a deep long "SIGHHHHHHH"...
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